Colonel Tempest, as a rule, took life very easily. If he had fits of
uncontrolled passion now and then, they were quickly over. If his
feelings were touched, that was quickly over too. But to-day his face
was clouded. He had tried the usual antidotes for an impending attack
of what he would have called "the blues," by which he meant any species
of reflection calculated to give him that passing annoyance which was
the deepest form of emotion of which he was capable. But _Punch_ and the
_Sporting Times_, and even the comic French paper which Archie might not
look at, were powerless to distract him to-day. At last he tossed the
latter out of the window to corrupt the morals of trespassers on the
line, and, as it was, after all, less trouble to yield than to resist,
settled himself in his corner, and gave way to a series of gloomy and
anxious reflections.
He was bent on a mission of importance to his old home, to see his
brother who was dying. His mind always recoiled instinctively from the
thought of death, and turned quickly to something else. It was fourteen
years since he had been at Overleigh, fourteen years since that event
had taken place which had left a deadly enmity of silence and
estrangement between his brother and himself ever since. And it had all
been about a woman. It seemed extraordinary to Colonel Tempest, as he
looked back, that a quarrel which had led to such serious
consequences--which had, as he remembered, spoilt his own life--should
have come from so slight a cause. It was like losing the sight of an eye
because a fly had committed trespass in it. A man's mental rank may
generally be determined by his estimate of woman. If he stands low he
considers her--heaven help her--such an one as himself. If he climbs
high he takes his ideal of her along with him, and, to keep it safe,
places it above himself.
Colonel Tempest pursued the reflections suggested by an untaxed
intellect of average calibre which he believed to be profound. A mere
girl! How men threw up everything for women! What fools men were when
they were young! After all, when he came to think of it, there had been
some excuse for him. (There generally was.) How beautiful she had been
with her pale exquisite face, and her innocent eyes, and a certain shy
dignity and pride of bearing peculiar to herself. Yes, any other man
would have done the same in his place. The latter argument had had great
weight with Colonel Tempest through life. He could not help it if she
were engaged to his brother. It was as much her fault as his own if they
fell in love with each other. She was seventeen and he was seven and
twenty, but it is always the woman who "has the greater sin."
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