"Di," said Mrs. Courtenay, with an effort after severity, "never again
let me hear you laugh at the man who once did you the honour to ask you
to marry him. You show great want of feeling."
Di's face changed. It became several degrees sterner than her
grandmother's. That peculiar concentrated light came into her soft
lovely eyes which is a life-long puzzle to those who can see only one
aspect of a character, and whose ideas are consequently thrown into the
wildest confusion by a change of expression. There was at times an
appearance of intensity of feeling about Di which sometimes gleamed up
into her eyes and gave a certain tremor to her low voice, that surprised
and almost frightened those who regarded her only as a charming but
somewhat eccentric woman. Di's best friends said they did not understand
her. The little foot-rule by which they measured others did not seem to
apply to her. She was grave or gay, cynical or tender, frivolous or
sympathetic, according to the mood of the hour, or according as her
quick intuition and sense of mischief showed her the exact opposite was
expected of her. But behind the various moods which naturally high
spirits led her into for the moment, keener eyes could see that there
was always something kept back--something not suffered to be discussed
and commented on by the crowd--namely, herself. Her frank, cordial
manner might deceive the many, but others who knew her better were
conscious of a great reserve--of a barrier beyond which they might not
pass; of locked rooms in that sunny, hospitable house into which no one
was invited, into which she had, perhaps, as yet rarely penetrated
herself.
Mrs. Courtenay possibly understood her better than any one, but Di took
her by surprise now. She laid down her flowers and came and stood before
her grandmother.
"Do I show want of feeling?" she said, in her low, even voice. "I know I
have none for that man; but why should I have any? If he wanted to
marry me, why did he want it? He knew I did not like him--I made that
sufficiently plain. Did he care one single straw for anything about me
except my looks? If he had liked me ever so little, it would have been
different; but why am I to be grateful because he wanted me to sit at
the head of his table, and wear his diamonds?"
"You talk as young and silly girls with romantic ideas do talk," replied
Mrs. Courtenay, piqued into making assertions exactly contrary to her
real opinions. "I fancied you had more sense! Madeleine did a wise thing
in accepting him. She has made a very prudent marriage."
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