A happy childhood is like a welcome into the world. This welcome John
never had. No one had been glad to see him when he arrived. No little
ring of downy hair had been cut off and treasured. No one came to look
at him when he was asleep. No wedded hands were clasped the closer for
his coming. The love and awe and pride which sometimes meet over the
cradle of a first child were absent from his nursery. The old nurse who
had been his mother's nurse took him and loved him, and gave herself for
him, as is the marvellous way of some women with other people's
children. I believe the under-housemaid occasionally came to see him in
his bath, and I think the butler, who was a family man himself, gave him
a woolly lamb on his first birthday. But excepting the servants and the
village people, no one took much notice of John. It is not even on
record whether he ever crept, or what the first word he could say was.
It was all chronicled on Mitty's faithful heart, but nowhere else. Mitty
was proud when he began to sway and reel on unsteady legs. Mitty walked
up and down with him in her arms night after night when teeth were
coming, crooning little sympathetic songs. Mitty dressed him every
afternoon in his best frock with blue sash and ribboned socks, just like
the other children who go downstairs. But John never went downstairs at
teatime; never gnawed a lump of sugar with solemn glutinous joy under a
parent's eye; or sucked the stiffness out of a rusk before admiring
friends. No one sent for John; he was never wanted.
Mitty had had troubles. She had buried Mr. Mitty many years ago, and,
after keeping a cow of her own, had returned to the service of the
Fanes, with whom she had lived before her marriage. But I do not think
she ever felt anything so acutely as the neglect of her "lamb."
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