"Well," said Lord Frederick, "I look at it this way. I have often said
'Don't tie yourself.' I am all for young men keeping their hands free,
and seeing the ins and outs of life, before they settle down. But you
are not so very young, and a time comes when a sort of annoyance
attaches to freedom itself. It's a bore. Now as to this seat. Indecision
is all very well for a time; it enhances a man's value. You were quite
right not to stand three years ago; it has made you of more importance.
But that won't do much longer. You are bound to come to a decision for
your own advantage. Neutral ground is sometimes between two fires. I
should say 'stand,' if you ask me. Throw in your lot with the side on
which you are most likely to come to the front, and stand."
"And private opinions? How about them if they don't happen to fit? Throw
them overboard?"
"Yes," said Lord Frederick. "It has got to be done sooner or later. Why
not sooner? A free-lance is no manner of use. There's a hitch somewhere
in you, John, that if you don't look out will damn your career as a
public man. I don't know what your politics are. My own opinion, between
ourselves, is that you have not got any, but you are bound to have some,
and you may as well join forces with what will bring you forward most,
and start young. That's my advice."
"Thanks."
"There is not a man in the world with an ounce of brains who has not
high-flown ideas at your age," continued Lord Frederick. "I have had
them. Everybody has them. You buy them with your first razors. People
generally sicken with them just when they could make a push for
themselves, and while they are getting better, youth and opportunity
pass and don't come back. I've seen it over and over again. Every young
fool with a ginger moustache, when he first starts in public life, is
going to be a patriot, and do his d----d thinking for himself. He might
as well make his own clothes, and expect society to receive him in them.
By the time he is bald he has learnt better, and he's a party man, but he
has lost time in the meanwhile. You may depend upon it, a strong party
man is what is wanted. The country doesn't want individuals with brains;
they are mostly kicked out in the end. If you don't want to go with the
crowd, don't go against it, but throw yourself into it heart and soul,
and get in front of it on its own road. It's no good coming to the fore
unless you have a following."
"Thanks," said John again. His face was as expressionless as a mask. He
looked, as he lay back in his low couch, a strange mixture of feebleness
and power. It was as if a strong man armed kept watch within a house
tottering to its fall.
He put out his muscular, powerless hand, and took up one of the
telegrams.
"Charlesworth is not dead yet," he said.
Lord Frederick could take a hint.
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