"We are not represented," said Di proudly. She was speaking to one of
her own family, and consequently she was not careful to choose her
words. She had evidently no fear of being misunderstood by John. "We
have always taken a place," she went on. "Not a particularly high one,
but one of some kind. There was Amyas Tempest the cavalier general, and
John who was with Charles of Bourbon at the sacking of Rome; and there
were judges and admirals. Not that that is much when one looks at other
families, the Cecils, for instance, but still they were always among the
men of the day. And then our great-grandfather who lies in Westminster
Abbey really was a great man. I was reading his life over again the
other day. I suppose his son only passed muster because he was his son,
and owing to his wife's ability. She amused old George IV., and made
herself a power, and pushed her husband."
"My father never did anything," said John.
"No. I have always heard he had brains, but that he let things go
because he was unhappy. Just the reason for holding on to them all the
tighter, I should have thought, wouldn't you?"
"Not with some people. Some people can't do anything if there is no one
to be glad when they have done it. I partly understand the feeling."
"I don't," said Di. "I mean, I do, but I don't understand giving in to
it, and letting a little bit of personal unhappiness, which will die
with one, prevent one's being a good useful link in a chain. One owes
that to the chain."
"Yes," said John. "And yet I know he had a very strong feeling of
responsibility from what he said to me on his death-bed. I have often
thought about him since, and tried to piece together all the little
fragments I can remember of him; but I think there is no one I can
understand less than my own father. He seemed a hard cold man, and yet
that face is neither hard nor cold."
John pointed to a picture behind her, and Di rose and turned to look at
it.
It was an interesting refined face, destitute of any kind of good looks,
except those of high breeding. The eyes had a certain thoughtful
challenge in them. The lips were thin and firm.
Both gazed in silence for a moment.
"He looks as if he might have been one of those quiet equable people who
may be pushed into a corner," said Di, "and then become rather
dangerous. I can imagine his being a harsh man, and an unforgiving one
if life went wrong."
"I am afraid he did become that," said John. "As he could not find room
for forgiveness, there was naturally no room for happiness either."
"Was there some one whom he could not forgive?" asked Di, turning her
keen glance upon him. She evidently knew nothing of the feud of the last
generation.
At this moment the rush of James the elephant-footed was heard, and he
announced that Mrs. Courtenay was getting into the carriage, and had
sent for Miss Tempest.
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