John went back into the dining-hall after his departure to finish his
breakfast, but apparently he was not hungry, for he forgot all about it.
He went and stood in the bay window, as he had a habit of doing when in
thought, and looked out. He did not see the purple pageant of the
thunderstorm sweeping up across the moor and valley and already
vibrating among the crests of the trees in the vivid sunshine below the
castle wall. He was thinking intently of those two men, his next-of-kin.
Supposing he did not marry. Supposing he died childless. Overleigh and
the other vast Tempest properties were entailed, in default of himself
and his children, on Colonel Tempest and his children. Colonel Tempest
and Archie came next behind him; one slip, and they would be in
possession.
And John had almost slipped several times, had several times touched
that narrow brink where two worlds meet. He had no fear of death, but
nevertheless Death had assumed larger proportions in his mind and in his
calculations than is usual with the young and the strong, simply because
he had seen him very near more than once, and had ceased to ignore his
reality. He might die. What then?
John had an attachment which had the intensity of a passion and the
unreasoning faithfulness of an instinct for certain carved and pictured
rooms and lichened walls and forests and valleys and moors. He loved
Overleigh. His affections had been "planted under a north wall," and
like some hardy tenacious ivy they clung to that wall. Overleigh meant
much to him, had always meant much, more than was in the least
consistent with the rather advanced tenets which he, in common with
most young men of ability, had held at various times. Theories have
fortunately little to do with the affections.
He could not bear to think of Overleigh passing out of his protecting
love to the careless hands and selfish heedlessness of Colonel Tempest
and Archie. There are persons for whom no income will suffice. John's
nearest relations were of this time-honoured stamp. As has been well
said, "In the midst of life they are in debt."
John saw Archie in imagination "trotting out the silver Johnnies." The
miniatures, the pictures, the cameos, the old Tempest manuscripts, for
which America made periodic bids, the older plate--all, all would go,
would melt away from niche and wall and cabinet. Perhaps the books would
go first of all; the library to which he in his turn was even now
adding, as those who had gone before him had done.
How they had loved the place, those who had gone before! How they must
have fought for it in the early days of ravages by Borderer and Scot!
How Amyas the Cavalier must have sworn to avenge those Roundhead
cannon-balls which crashed into his oak staircase, and had remained
imbedded in the stubborn wood to this day! Had any one of them loved it,
John wondered, with a greater love than his?
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