"No," said Di. "I distrust a man who talks seriously over a pink ice the
first time I meet him. If he is genuine he is probably shallow, and the
odds are he is not genuine, or he would not do it. I don't like
religious flirtations, though I know they are the last new thing."
"You always take a low view, Di," said Madeleine, regretfully. "You
always have, and I suppose you always will. It does not make me less
fond of you; but I am often sorry, when we talk together, to notice how
unrefined your ideas are. Your mind seems to run on flirtations. I see
things very differently. You wanted me to throw over Henry, though I had
given my solemn promise----"
"And it had been in the papers," interposed Di; "don't forget that.
But"--she added, rising--"I _was_ wrong. I ought never to have said a
word on the subject; and there is the dressing-bell, so I will leave
you to prepare for victory. I warn you, Mrs. Clifford has one gown, a
Cresser, which is bad to beat--a lemon satin, with an emerald velvet
train; but she may not put it on."
"I never vie with others in dress," said Madeleine. "I think it shows
such a want of good taste. Did she wear it last night?"
"She did."
"Oh! Then she won't wear it again."
But Di had departed.
"In change unchanged," Di said to herself, as she uncoiled her hair in
her own room. "I don't know what I expected of Madeleine, yet I thought
that somehow she would be different. But she isn't. How is it that some
people can do things that one would be ashamed one's self even to think
of, and yet keep a good opinion of themselves afterwards, and _feel_
superior to others? It is the feeling superior that I envy. It must
make the world such an easy place to live in. People with a good opinion
of themselves have such an immense pull in being able to do the most
peculiar things without a qualm. It must be very pleasant to truly and
honestly consider one's self better than others, and to believe that
young men in white waistcoats hang upon one's words. Yes, Madeleine is
not changed, and I shall be late for dinner if I moralize any longer,"
and Di brushed back her yellow hair, which was obliging enough to
arrange itself in the most interesting little waves and ripples of its
own accord, without any trouble on her part. Di's hair was perhaps the
thing of all others that womankind envied her most. It had the
brightness of colouring and easy fascination of a child's. Even the most
wily and painstaking curling-tongs could only produce on other
less-favoured heads a laboured imitation which was seen to be an
imitation. Madeleine, as she sailed into the drawing-room in mauve and
silver half an hour later, felt that her own rather colourless,
elaborate fringe was not redeemed from mediocrity even by the diamonds
mounting guard over it. The Infant would willingly have bartered his
immortal soul for one lock off Di's shining head. The hope that one
small lock might be conceded to a last wild appeal, possibly upon his
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