Mrs. Courtenay was bored almost to extinction--had been bored all day,
and all yesterday--but nevertheless her fine countenance expressed a
courteous interest in the rheumatic pains and Jäger underclothing of one
of the elder ladies. She asked appropriate questions from time to time,
bringing Miss Goodwin, who with her brother was dining at the Castle,
into the conversation whenever she could.
Miss Goodwin, a gentle, placid woman of nine and twenty, clad in the
violent colours betokening small means and the want of taste of richer
relations, took but little part in the great Jäger question. Her pale
eyes under their white eyelashes followed Di rather wistfully as the
latter rose and left the room to fetch Mrs. Courtenay some wool. Between
women of the same class, and even of the same age, there is sometimes an
inequality as great as that between royalty and pauperism.
Soon afterwards the men came in. Miss Fane regained a precarious
consciousness. The painter dropped into a low chair by Mrs. Courtenay,
some one else into a seat by Mary Goodwin; Mr. Goodwin addressed himself
indiscriminately to Miss Fane and the lady of the clandestine Jägers.
John, after a glance round the room, and a short sojourn on the
hearthrug, which proved too hot for him, seated himself on a strictly
neutral settee away from the fire, and took up _Punch_. Immediately
afterwards Di came back.
She gave Mrs. Courtenay her wool, and then, instead of returning to her
former seat by the fire, gathered up her work, crossed the room, and sat
down on the settee by John.
The blood rushed to his face. Her quiet unconcerned manner stung him to
the quick. She spoke to him, but he did not answer. Indeed, he did not
hear what she said. A moment before he had been wondering what excuse he
could make for getting up and going to her. He had been about to draw
her attention to the cartoon in a two-days-old _Punch_, for persons in
John's state of mind lose sight of the realities of life; and in the
presence of half a dozen people, she could calmly make her way to him,
and seat herself beside him, exactly as she might have done if he had
been her brother. He felt himself becoming paler and paler. An entirely
new idea was forcing itself upon him like a growing physical pain. But
there was not time to think of it now. He wondered whether there was any
noticeable difference in his face, and whether his voice would betray
him to Di if he spoke. He need not have been afraid. Di did not know the
meaning of a certain stolid look which John's countenance could
occasionally take. She was perfectly unconscious of what was going on a
couple of feet away from her, and picked up her stitches in a cheerful
silence. Mary Goodwin saw that he was vexed, and, not being versed in
the intricacies of love in its early stages, or, indeed, in any stages,
wondered why his face fell when his beautiful cousin came to sit by him.
"Don't you sing?" she said, turning to Di.
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