Let who will sweat and agonize for the sake of a new truth, or a newer
and purer form of an old one. There will always be those who will stand
aside and coldly regard, if they cannot crush, the struggle and the
heartbreak of the pioneers, and then will enter into the fruit of their
labours, and complacently point in later years to the advance of thought
in their time, which they have done nothing to advance, but to which,
when sanctioned by time and custom and the populace, they will _adhere_.
John shut the book, and Mr. Goodwin, taken up with his own mournful
reflections, heard no more of the service until he was wakened by the
shriek of the village choir--
"Before Jehovah's awful throne,
Ye nations bow-wow-wow with sacred joy."
When the clergyman had blessed his flock, and the flock had hurried with
his blessing into the open air, Di and John remained behind to look at
the nibbled old stone font, engraved with tangled signs, and unknown
beasts with protruding unknown tongues, where little Tempests had
whimpered and protested against a Christianity they did not understand.
The aisle and chancel were paved with worn lettered stones, obliterated
memorials of forgotten Tempests who had passed at midnight with flaring
torches from their first home on the crag to their last in the valley.
The walls bore record too. John had put up a tablet to his predecessor.
It contained only the name, and date of birth and death, and underneath
the single sentence--
"Until the day break, and the shadows flee away."
Di read the words in silence, and then turned the splendour of her deep
glance upon him. Since when had the bare fact of meeting her eyes become
so exceeding sharp and sweet, such an epoch in the day? John writhed
inwardly under their gentle scrutiny.
"You are very loyal," she said.
He felt a sudden furious irritation against her which took him by
surprise, and then turned to scornful anger against himself. He led the
way out of the church into the sad September sunshine, and talked of
indifferent subjects till they reached the Castle. And after luncheon
John went to the library and stared at the shelves again, and Miss Fane
ambled and grunted to church, and Di sat with her grandmother.
There are some acts of self-sacrifice for which the performers will
never in this world obtain the credit they deserve. Mrs. Courtenay, who
was addicted to standing proxy for Providence, and was not afraid to
take upon herself responsibilities which belong to Omniscience alone,
had not hesitated to perform such an act, in the belief that the cause
justified the means. Indeed, in her eyes a good cause justified many
sorts and conditions of means.
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