She told Di of young Mr. Tempest, then just coming forward in political
life, between whom and herself a friendship had sprung up in the days
when he had been secretary to her brother, then in the Ministry. The
young man was constantly at her house. He was serious, earnest,
diffident, ambitious. Di reached the age of seventeen. Mrs. Courtenay
saw the probable result, and hoped for it. With some persons to hope for
anything is to remove obstacles from the path of its achievement.
"And yet, Di," said Mrs. Courtenay, "I can't reproach myself. They
_were_ suited to each other. It is as clear to me now as it was then.
She did not love him, but I knew she would; and she had seen no one
else. And he worshipped her. I threw them together, but I did not press
her to accept him. She did accept him, and we went down to Overleigh
together. She had--this room. I remembered it directly I saw it again.
The engagement had not been formally given out, and the wedding was not
to have been till the following spring on account of her youth. I think
Mr. Tempest and I were the two happiest people in the world. I felt such
entire confidence in him, and I was thankful she should not run the
gauntlet of all that a beautiful girl is exposed to in society. She was
as innocent as a child of ten, and as unconscious of her beauty--which,
poor child! was very great.
"And then he--your father--came to Overleigh. Ten days afterwards they
went away together, and I--I who had never been parted from her for a
night since her birth--I never saw her again, except once across a room
at a party, until four years afterwards, when her first child was born.
I went to her then. I tried not to go, for she did not send for me; but
she was the only child I had ever had, and I remembered my own
loneliness when she was born. And the pain of staying away became too
great, and I went. And--she was quite changed. She was not the least
like my child, except about the eyes; and she was taller. Mr. Tempest
never forgave her, because he loved her; but I forgave her at last,
because I loved her more than he did. I saw her often after that. She
used to tell me when your father would be away--and he was much
away--and then I went to her. I would not meet _him_. We never spoke of
her married life. It did not bear talking about, for she had really
loved him, and it took him a long time to break her of it. We talked of
the baby, and servants, and the price of things, for she was very poor.
She was loyal to her husband. She never spoke about him except once. I
remember that day. It was one of the last before she died. I found her
sitting by the fire reading 'Consuelo.' I sat down by her, and we
remained a long time without speaking. Often we sat in silence together.
You have not come to the places on the road, my dear, when somehow words
are no use any more, and the only poor comfort left is to be with some
one who understands and says nothing. When you do, you will find silence
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