The nursery still bore traces of the little party that had broken up so
disastrously, for Mitty had invited the _elite_ of the village ladies to
view the carnival from the nursery windows. The "rock" buns for which
Mitty was celebrated, and one of Mrs. Alcock's best cakes, were still on
the table, and Mitty's fluted silver teapot with a little nest of clean
cups round it. Presently she got up, and, opening the corner cupboard,
began to put them away; but the impulse of tidying was forgotten as she
caught sight of John's robin mug on the top shelf. She took it down, and
stood holding it in her old withered hands.
"I give it him myself," she said, "on his birthday when he was five
years old; twenty-four years ago come June. I thought some of his
mother's family would have remembered his birthday if his father didn't.
I thought something would have come by post. But there wasn't so much as
a letter. And Mrs. Alcock give him the tin plate with the soldier on it,
but I never let him eat off it. And we had Barker's little nephew to tea
as he was learning to shoemaykle, but nobody took no notice of his
birthday except me and Mrs. Alcock. And when he went to school I kep'
his mug and his toys. He never had a many toys, but what there was I
have 'em. And his clothes, my dear, everything since he was born, from
his little cambric shirts, I have 'em all, put away; with a bit of
camphor to his velvet suit as I took him to York to be measured for, on
purpose to make him look pretty to his papa when he come home from
abroad. But he never took a bit of notice of him--never." Mitty sat down
by the fire, still holding the mug. "And a lace collar he had with
it--real lace, the best as money could buy. I might spend what I liked
on him; but no one ever took no notice of him, not even in his first
sailor's; and he with his pretty ways and his grave talk! Mrs. Alcock
and me has often cried over the things he'd say. There's his crib still
in the night-nursery by my bed. I could not sleep without it was there;
and the little blankets and sheets and piller-slips as belong, all put
away, and not a iron mould upon 'em. Eh, dear miss, many's the time
I've got 'em out and aired 'em, thinking maybe the day 'ud come when he
would have a babby of his own, and I should hold it in my old arms
before I died. And even if I was gone they'd be all ready, and the
bassinet only wanting muslin to it. And now--oh, my lamb, my lamb! And
they won't let his old Mitty go to him." And Mitty's grief broke into a
paroxysm of sobbing.
Di looked at the old woman rocking herself backwards and forwards, and,
rising unsteadily, she went and knelt down by her, putting her arms
round her in silence. She had no comfort to give in words. It seemed as
if her strong young heart were breaking; but she realized that Mitty's
anguish for a love knit up into so many faithful years was greater than
hers.
As she knelt, a step came along the creaking garret gallery with its
uneven flooring.
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