John would come to her. He was getting well, and the first day he could
he would come to her, and tell her once more that he loved her. And she?
Impossible, incredible as it seemed, she should tell him that she loved
him too. Imagination stopped short there. Everything after that was a
complete blank. They would be engaged? They would be married? Other
people who loved did so. Words, mere words, applicable to "other
people," but not to her and John. Could such impossible happiness ever
come about? Never, never. She must be mad to think of such a thing. It
could not be. Yet it was so; it was coming, it was sure, this new,
incomprehensible, dreaded happiness, of which, now that it was almost
within her trembling hand, she hardly dared to think.
"Di," said Mrs. Courtenay one afternoon, as she came in from her walk,
"there is a paragraph in the paper about John. He is going to contest
---- at the general election, in opposition to the present Radical
member. Did he say anything about it while you were at Overleigh? It
must have been arranged some time ago."
"No, granny, he did not mention it."
"I am glad he is taking part in politics at last. It is time. I may not
live to see it, but he will make his mark."
"I am sure he will," said Di.
Mrs. Courtenay looked in some perplexity at her granddaughter. It seemed
to her, from Di's account, that she had taken John's accident very
placidly. She had not forgotten the girl's apparent callousness when his
life had been endangered in the mine. It was very provoking to Mrs.
Courtenay that this beautiful creature, whom she had taken out for
nearly four years, seemed to have too much heart to be willing to marry
without love, and too little to fall genuinely in love.
Mrs. Courtenay had gone to considerable expense in providing her with a
new and becoming morning-gown for that visit, and Di had managed to lose
one of the lace handkerchiefs she had lent her, and had come back
unengaged after all. Mrs. Courtenay, who had taken care to accept the
invitation for her without consulting her, and had ordered the gown in
spite of Di's remonstrances, felt keenly that if Di had refused John,
she had gone to that social gathering under false pretences.
"Di," she said, "I seldom ask questions, but I have been wondering
during the last few days whether you have anything to tell me or not."
Considering that this was not a question, it was certainly couched in a
form conducive to eliciting information.
"I have, and I have not," said Di. "Of course I know what you expected,
but it did not happen."
"You mean John did not propose to you?"
"No, granny."
Mrs. Courtenay was silent. She was prepared to be seriously annoyed with
Di, and it seemed John was in fault after all. There is no relaxation
for a natural irritability in being angry with a person a hundred miles
off.
"I think he meant to," said Di, turning pink.
Mrs. Courtenay saw the change of colour with surprise.
"My dear," she said, "do you care for him?"
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