The bars of the fender were blurred. The brass kettle, instead of
staring him in the face, melted quite away.
Mitty stroked his head and face.
"Cryin'!" she said--"my lamby cryin'!"
"Not for myself, Mitty."
"Who for, then? For that Miss Dinah?"
"No, Mitty, for you. This is no home for you and me." He took her hard
hand and rubbed his cheek against it. "It belongs to Colonel Tempest. I
am not my father's son, Mitty."
"Well, my precious," said Mitty, soothingly, in no wise discomposed by
what John feared would have quite overwhelmed her, "and if your poor
mammy did say as much to me when she was light-headed, when her pains
was on her, there's no call to fret about that, seeing it's a long time
ago, and her dead and all. Poor thing! I can see her now, with her
pretty eyes and her little hands, and she'd put her head against me and
say, 'Nursey' (Nursey I was to her), 'I'm not fit neither to live nor to
die.' Many and many's the night I've roared to think of her after she
was gone, when you was asleep in your crib. But there's no need for you
to fret, my deary."
John's heart contracted. Mitty knew also. Oh, if he might but have
started life knowing what even Mitty knew!
"They'd no business to marry her to Mr. Tempest," continued Mitty,
shaking her head, "and she, poor thing, idolizing that black Lord Fane,
as was her first cousin. It wasn't likely, after that, she'd settle to
Mr. Tempest, who was as light as tow. It was against nature. She never
took a bit of interest in him, nor him in her neither, that I could see.
A hard man he was, too--a hard man. She sent for him when she was dying.
She would not see him while there was any chance. 'Forgive me,' she
says; she says it over and over, me holding her up. 'I wouldn't ask it
if I was staying, but I'm doing the best I can by dying. It's not much
to make up, but it's the best I can. And,' she says, 'don't think, Jack,
as all women are bad like me. There's a many good ones as 'ull make you
happy yet when I'm gone.' I can see him now, standing by her, looking
past her out of the window with his face like a flint. 'I've known two
false ones,' he says; and he went away without another word. And she
says after a bit to me, 'I've always been frightened at the very thought
of dying, but it's living I'm frightened of now.' Eh! Master John, your
poor mammy! She did repent. And Mr. Tempest sent for me to the library
after the funeral, and he says, 'Promise me, nurse, that you'll never
repeat what your mistress said to me when she was not herself.' And he
looked hard at me, and I promised. And I've never breathed it to any
living soul, not to one I haven't, from that day to this."
"I found it out three weeks ago," said John. "And as I am not Mr.
Tempest's son, everything I have belongs by right to Colonel Tempest,
the next heir, not to me. Overleigh is not mine. It never was mine."
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