The days passed, and linked themselves to weeks. Was it fancy, or did
Mrs. Courtenay become graver day by day? and Di remembered with
misgiving a certain note which she had written to John the morning she
left Overleigh. The little cloud grew.
* * * * *
One afternoon Di came in rather later than usual, and after a glance
round the room, which had become habitual to her, sat down by her
grandmother, and poured out tea.
"Any callers, granny?"
"One--Archie."
Di sighed. Coming home had always the possibility in it of finding some
one sitting in the drawing-room, or a note on the hall table. Yet
neither possibility happened.
"Archie came to say that the doctor thinks your father does not gain
ground, and that he might be moved to the seaside with advantage. He
wanted to know whether you could go with him. He can't get leave himself
for more than a couple of days. I said I would allow you to do so, if he
took your father down himself, and got him settled. He can do that in
two days, and he ought to take his share. He has left everything to you
so far. He mentioned," continued Mrs. Courtenay with an effort, "that he
had met John at the Carlton yesterday, and that he was all right, and
able to go about again as usual. He went back to Overleigh to-day."
There was a long silence.
"What do you think, granny?" said Di at last.
"How long is it since you were at Overleigh?"
"Two months."
"When you were there did you allow John to see that you had changed your
mind, or were you friendly with him, as you used to be? Nothing
discourages men so much as that."
"No; I tried to be, but I could not. I don't know what I was, except
very uncomfortable."
"Had he any real opportunity of speaking to you without interruption?"
Di remembered the half-hour in the entresol sitting-room. It had never
occurred to her till that moment that certainly, if he had wished to do
so, he could have spoken to her then.
"Yes," she said, "he had; and," she added, "I am sure he knew I liked
him. If he did not know it then, I am quite sure he knows it now. I
wrote a note."
"What kind of note?"
"Oh, granny, that is just it. I don't know what kind it was. It seemed
natural at the time. I can't remember exactly what I said. I've tried
to, often. It was written in such a hurry, for you telegraphed for me,
and I had been up all night waiting to hear whether he was to live or
die, and it was so dreadful to have to go away without a word."
Mrs. Courtenay leaned back in her chair. She seemed tired.
"Tell me what you think," said Di again.
"I think," said Mrs. Courtenay, "that if John had been seriously
attached to you, he would either have come, or have answered your letter
by this time. I am afraid we have made a mistake."
Di did not answer. The world was crumbling down around her.
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