"Indeed!" said Lord Frederick, raising his eyebrows, and carefully
taking the shell off his egg. "I don't care about reading old letters
myself, especially the private correspondence of other people; but
tastes differ. You do, it seems. I had imagined the particular letters
you allude to had been burnt."
"My mother intended to burn them."
"It would certainly have been wiser to do so, but probably for that
reason they remained undestroyed. From time immemorial womankind has
shown a marked repugnance to the dictates of common sense."
"I have burnt them."
"Just so," said Lord Frederick, helping himself to salt. "I commend your
prudence. Had you burnt them unread, I should have been able to commend
your sense of honour also."
"What do you know about honour?" said John.
The two men looked hard at each other.
"That remark," said Lord Frederick, joining the ends of his fingers and
half shutting his eyes, "is a direct insult. To insult a man with whom
you are not in a position to quarrel is, in my opinion, John, an error
of judgment. We will consider it one, and as such I will let it pass.
The letters, I presume, contained nothing of which you were not already
aware?"
"Only the fact that I am your illegitimate son."
"I deplore your coarseness of expression. You certainly have not
inherited it from me. But, my dear Galahad, it is impossible that even
your youth and innocence should not have known of my _tendresse_ for
your mother."
"Is that the last new name for adultery?" said John huskily, advancing a
step nearer the bed. His face was livid. His eyes burned. He held his
hands clenched lest they should rush out and wrench away all semblance
of life and humanity from that figure in the watered-silk dressing-gown.
Lord Frederick lay back on his pillows, and looked at him steadily. He
was without fear, but it appeared to him that he was about to die. The
laws of his country, of conscience and of principle, all the protection
that envelops life, seemed to have receded from him, to have slipped
away into the next room, or downstairs with the valet. They would come
back, no doubt, in time, but they might be a little late, as far as he
was concerned.
"He has strong hands, like mine," he said to himself, his pale,
unflinching eyes fixed upon his son's; while a remembrance slid through
his mind of how once, years ago, he had choked the life out of a mastiff
which had turned on him, and how long the heavy brute had taken to die.
"Do not spill the coffee," he said quietly, after a moment.
John started violently, and wheeled away from him like a man regaining
consciousness on the brink of an abyss. Lord Frederick put out his lean
hand, and went on with his breakfast.
There was a long silence.
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