Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 1 of 3)Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 1 of 3)
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
Fiction
In about an hour after this all was still, save the solitary voice of a
distant waterfall. Every light was quenched, and dying embers, which
from time to time as they fell together flashed for an instant, were all
that remained of the scattered bonfires. The merry crowd had sought
their respective homes, and the inhabitants of the mansion had retired
to rest, with the exception of Lady Arden, who sat at an open window,
taking leave as it were of familiar scenes which, when the light of
morning next dawned upon them, would no longer be her home.
In marrying the late Sir Alfred, the then head of the family, in
obedience to the wishes of her parents, she had sacrificed an early
attachment to his youngest brother.
Sir Alfred had, however, proved a very polite husband, and she had for
years been the mistress, nay, the very princess of a princely mansion, a
splendid establishment, and a magnificent demesne; she had possessed
every luxury that art and wealth could procure, and at the same time had
been surrounded by all the beauties of nature on the most extensive
scale.
All had now passed away! It was to her son, 'tis true, and he was
dutiful and affectionate, and would always, she had no doubt, make her
welcome, but of course as a visitor; and whenever her son should marry
(which she certainly wished him to do), a stranger would be mistress of
all; and to the courtesy of that stranger she must owe permission to
cross the threshold of her long accustomed home.
She did not mean absolutely to murmur; but there was something pensive,
at least, if not melancholy in such thoughts.
While her son was a minor, Arden Park had still been hers, at least the
right of living there; but to-morrow she was to set out for town; she
was to take her daughters from under the shelter of their father's roof,
to become wanderers as it were, on the world's wide wilderness. She
would have a house in town, 'tis true: a short season of each year would
be spent there, and the remainder in temporary and probably agreeable
homes in the various watering-places. But she felt a painful
consciousness, that, of the adventitious rank which the mere
_prejudices_ of society bestow, herself and daughters would now lose
many steps; and that the latter must, whenever she should die, if they
were not married, lose many more; nay, be probably reduced, at last, by
the insufficiency of their portions as younger children, to the state of
poor aunt Dorothea, whom she had herself often held up to them as a
warning of the miseries attendant on remaining single.
Aunt Dorothea's afflictions were not always of the tragic order, and the
remembrance of some of them called up, at the moment, despite her solemn
reflections, a faint smile on the countenance of Lady Arden; followed,
however, by a sigh, for the subject now came home to her feelings in a
manner it had never done before.
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