Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 1 of 3)Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 1 of 3)
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Alfred had wandered into the conservatory, where, amid the intoxicating
odours of ten thousand exotics--pursuing this train of thought--he
luxuriated for a time in dream-like meditations on the delicacy, the
devotion, the exclusive tenderness, which must necessarily characterise
the attachment of a being so pure, so innocent, so unpractised in the
world's ways as Caroline--his Caroline! Yes, he was now entitled to
combine with her idea this endearing epithet.
He was standing the while with his arms folded and his eyes
unconsciously uplifted to a brilliant lamp, as if lost in contemplation
of its brightness.
A change in the music broke his reverie; when his discerning vision
passing along a vista of orange trees, found its way into the
drawing-room, and fell on a group preparing to waltz. Among these, and
occupying the very spot hallowed to memory by the interview of the
morning, he beheld Caroline standing with the arm of Willoughby round
her slender waist, and her hand resting on his shoulder--a moment after
the couple had launched amid the tide of changing forms; but Alfred's
eye still traced them as they floated round and round the prescribed
circle, till, what with the moving scene, and his own thoughts of agony,
his brain went round also. He had never been able to prevail with
Caroline to waltz, her plea of refusal had always been that she did not
waltz. Was she then changed in every sentiment--in every opinion--in
every feeling! Had she become hardened to the world--lost to personal
delicacy--lost to affection--lost to him! What had she--what had she not
become! and all within a few short hours.
CHAPTER XX.
In vain had our heroine, when Sir Willoughby had asked her to waltz,
pleaded the same excuse alluded to in our last chapter. Lady Palliser,
who was near, and heard Sir Willoughby's request, interfered, and
commanded compliance; while poor Caroline, who seems to have been born
but to be the victim of her mother's caprices, was led away to join the
gay circle, trembling and broken-hearted.
The report that Willoughby's marriage had been broken off was quite
true: he had written the account to Alfred a day or two before. The lady
had the very day previous to that fixed for the wedding eloped with her
former lover; while Sir Willoughby had found himself, his preparations
being all made, in rather an absurd situation.
The newspapers, too, had taken unwarrantable liberties with his name,
and made some witty comments on the superior personal attractions of his
rival.
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