Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 1 of 3)Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 1 of 3)
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Alfred could scarcely credit that he heard aright--was it
possible!--could Caroline indeed be so utterly devoid of feeling? What,
but a few moments after having driven him from her presence, overwhelmed
with despair by her capricious perfidy? However strangely changed,
however indifferent she had herself become, had she not even the grace
to compassionate the sufferings she had wilfully inflicted? Could she
within the very same half hour be in such exuberant spirits that it was
necessary to exhaust them by singing for the amusement of her morning
visitors? Or was it indeed possible, that young as she was, she had
already learned worldly wisdom sufficient to prefer the possessor of
the Arden estates to his landless younger brother? So indeed it would
appear. Had she not last night danced with Willoughby in preference to
himself?--Had she not afterwards departed from her usual line of conduct
to waltz with him also?--This morning, had not every thought and feeling
undergone an evident and sudden revolution. That prudential
considerations had been strongly represented to Caroline he made no
doubt; it was highly improbable that such views had arisen spontaneously
in her own mind; but of what value could the merely fanciful preference
be that could be so easily turned aside? To believe Caroline worthless
cost him a more cruel pang than even the knowledge that she was lost to
him for ever.
As soon as the Arden family had reached home, after having left Caroline
at Lady Palliser's, and parted from Lord Darlingford and Sir James at
the door, the sisters began as usual to banter Alfred about his love;
and Lady Arden observed laughingly, "But you seem to have quite resigned
your post to Willoughby." Alfred made a strong effort to treat the
subject with seeming carelessness, and replied generally, that younger
brothers had no pretensions.
"That is," replied his mother, "as the lady may think. And I am sure
Willoughby would be very sorry to interfere with your prospects; an
heiress can be no object to him."
Willoughby looked amazed. Alfred begged Lady Arden would not treat the
subject with such unnecessary solemnity, and assured his brother, with
an earnestness that surprised the ladies of the family, that he had not
the most distant intention of ever addressing Lady Caroline Montague,
nor the slightest reason to suppose that if he were guilty of so silly a
presumption, his forwardness would not meet with the repulse it should
deserve.
"I don't know that," said Geoffery; "it must depend on the share of
encouragement a lady pleases to give."
"Lady Caroline Montague," observed Willoughby, "is certainly much to be
admired; at the same time," he added, with evident pique, "I should be
sorry, were I ever to enter the lists among her ladyship's adorers, to
owe my success to being an elder brother, as my mother would infer!"
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