Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 1 of 3)Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 1 of 3)
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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The girls persisted in laughing, and declaring there must have been a
lover's quarrel; for that Alfred did not speak of Lady Caroline in the
least like the way he used to do.
"There is certainly a great change," said Mrs. Dorothea; "every thing
appeared to be going on just as Alfred's best friends could have
wished."
"How busy people make themselves," thought Willoughby, "but they shall
not influence my conduct."
To avoid the painful topic, Alfred sauntered into the lawn by one of the
open French windows. He was almost instantly followed by Willoughby, who
took his arm and walked for some time up and down in silence.
"I wish Alfred you would be candid with me," said Willoughby at last, "I
certainly admire Lady Caroline Montague, but mine is the admiration--the
acquaintance of a day--an hour. If you are seriously attached, still
more, if the attachment is, as my mother and sisters seem to think,
mutual, tell me so honestly, and I am sure you will do me the justice to
believe, that had I the vanity to suppose I could succeed in such an
attempt, I would be the last being in existence to wish to interfere
with your happiness; so far from it, that if fortune is the obstacle,
say so, and I will make a settlement on you so splendid, as to leave no
room for objection on that head."
Alfred, quite overcome by his brother's generosity, was unable to
articulate; he drew Willoughby's arm closer to his side in token of his
gratitude, and they walked on a little, till finding themselves
sheltered from the immediate view of the windows by a drooping
acacia-tree, they paused by a sort of mutual consent, and Alfred, making
an effort to master his emotion, said--"I feel Willoughby, if possible,
more gratitude than if I were about to accept and be made happy by your
noble offer. I feel too," he added, hesitating, "that I--owe it to your
generous nature to make a confession, which else I had gladly avoided.
I--I have been already rejected--rejected not by Lady Palliser on the
plea of want of fortune, but by Lady Caroline Montague herself. You are,
therefore, of course--free--to--to--" but he could not bring himself to
give the palpable form of words to the remainder of the inference.
"Rejected already! and by Lady Caroline herself!" repeated Willoughby.
"Thank heaven then, my interference at least can never be alleged. What
occurred before my arrival cannot be laid to my charge. This, under
whatever circumstances may arise, will be an infinite consolation to my
mind."
Alfred did not judge it necessary to correct the slight error in
chronology which his brother had made, and a protracted silence
followed; at length Willoughby said, "Do you think it probable, Alfred,
that you will be induced to renew your addresses?"
"Certainly not!" replied Alfred.
"In that case," said Willoughby, again breaking the silence, "who may or
who may not ultimately succeed in making themselves acceptable to Lady
Caroline Montague can in no wise affect your happiness?"
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