Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 2 of 3)Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 2 of 3)
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Alfred had been considering that, to keep up appearances, he must,
particularly being at home, ask Lady Caroline to dance. He felt sick at
heart when he contemplated the exertion of false spirits it would
require to carry him through such an undertaking; yet the more he
dreaded the task, the more imperiously did he feel himself called upon
to go through its performance. As soon, therefore, as our heroine with
her late partner returned to the dancing-room in the manner described,
he approached. He was much struck by the expression of Willoughby's
countenance: he, however, proffered his request by a sort of indistinct
murmur. It was acceded to in sounds quite as inarticulate, and he felt
Caroline's trembling fingers laid as lightly as possible on his
proffered arm. The room now swam round, and how he found his way into a
quadrille which was forming, he never knew. The quadrille ended: a waltz
tune instantly commenced, and all the couples fell into the ring, as if
it were a matter of course; and with the rest, Alfred and
Caroline,--neither perhaps, now that the latter had forfeited her plea
of never waltzing, being prepared to give a reason for not doing as
others did. If even the quadrille had been an agitating task to poor
Alfred, the waltz certainly did not tend to compose his nerves; while
the idea of Willoughby, which was never for a moment absent, made every
thought and feeling agony. Yet was it useful; it gave firmness, if not
sternness to his deportment, and so enabled him to get creditably
through the concluding ceremonies of leading Caroline to a sofa beside
Lady Palliser, and procuring for her an ice, &c.
On crossing the apartment he encountered Willoughby near a window, took
his arm, and drew him into the veranda. He had, as we have already
mentioned, been struck with the expression of Willoughby's countenance,
and could not help suspecting that some conversation of a peculiarly
interesting nature must have just passed between him and Caroline; while
he fancied that, could he once know the worst to a certainty, he should
afterwards be able to meet his fate with composure.
"I think, Willoughby," he said, with tolerably well acted playfulness,
but looking down, for he could not venture to meet his brother's eye,
"that you have something to communicate that has given you pleasure; and
if so, do not fear it can give me pain. I trust I am not so wretchedly
selfish! That I have not been fortunate myself, I already know; that
you, my dear brother, should be more so, should not surely add to my
disappointment; nay, believe me, if I had a lingering regret remaining,
it would vanish before the certainty of your happiness."
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