Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 2 of 3)Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 2 of 3)
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Lady Arden, who was never early after a night of raking, joined them in
the midst of their merriment, looking, however, rather serious herself;
for Willoughby had been up to her dressing-room, and had confided to her
his pleasing prospects, and though she could not absolutely grieve at
the happiness of any of her children, she certainly could not help
regretting in this particular instance that Alfred had not been the
successful suitor. Setting aside a peculiar overflow of tenderness for
him as the secret favourite of her heart, she considered that, in a
pecuniary point of view it would have been a most desirable match for
him, while his brother did not require fortune. And then she had watched
Alfred, and had traced, or at least thought she could trace, effort in
his manner, and even in the very tones of his voice a cadence that was
not quite natural. There was something, in short, in the sound, that
made her look at him while he spoke, and pained her, she could not tell
why. He sat opposite to her at the said luncheon-table, and had just
offered to help her to something. She met his eyes and saw that they
rose and fell unsteadily before the enquiring expression of hers. The
first time they were alone, or at least thought themselves so, her
enquiries were so tender that he could no longer act a part. His eyes
filled with tears; ashamed of these he hid his face for a few moments,
then, as if to apologise for his weakness, with a vehement burst of
feeling confessed the ardour of his attachment; the hopes he had been
authorised to entertain--nay, how he had been on the morning of the very
evening on which Willoughby arrived, actually accepted; and then on the
very morning after as absolutely rejected, and from interested motives
he could not doubt; there was no time for preference. And here, he added
some bitter reflections on the misery of being a younger brother, till
his more generous feelings prevailing again he spoke with his usual
affection of Willoughby, and of his chief consolation being in the
thought of his happiness, for the sake of which it was that he had
struggled, and still would struggle to conceal, and ultimately subdue
every feeling of his own.
Geoffery had been all this while laying _perdu_ on a sofa in the
adjoining drawing-room, the folding doors to which were open; he had
therefore heard enough of the foregoing conversation to be tolerably _au
fait_ of the family secrets of which it treated, sufficiently so at
least for a future purpose, of which, however, he was not, indeed could
not be at the time aware. On the philosophical principle, however, that
"knowledge is power," perhaps he thought it as well to have all the
knowledge he could obtain. A knowledge of peoples' affairs does
sometimes, there is no question, place them in our power.
Without therefore announcing his presence he retained his unseen
position till Lady Arden and Alfred had severally quitted the room.
CHAPTER X.
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