Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 3 of 3)Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 3 of 3)
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Without somewhat of the grace of natural timidity, the most splendid
performance could scarcely please; with what feeling then, but that of
unqualified disgust, could such a display as we have just described have
been witnessed; while Geoffery, who had the part of a lover not only of
music, but of the lady to maintain, was thereby called upon to enact
raptures.
Fips's wife had died, in giving birth to this only child. Fips was then
a poor clerk. When the child began to require the aid of a first school,
he lodged in a garret, and dined in a cellar, that he might be able to
defray the expense. Yet, strange to say, notwithstanding this seeming
noble self-denial, his was not a worthy nor a genuine affection; he was
incapable of such. In the first place, he was naturally a man of
parsimonious habits, and imbued with a prudent sense of the necessity of
giving to persons unprovided for, at least an education, that they might
be able to do something for themselves. The sentiment, however, which he
mistook for affection, was little better than gratified vanity. The
child happened to be very beautiful; to which his attention was
particularly drawn, by the circumstance of his being often obliged, for
want of mother or nurse-maid, to walk out with it himself. When he did
so, almost every one they met would turn to look or to make some comment
as they passed. Sometimes, groups would stop and speak to the child;
kiss it, ask it to shake hands, &c. On such occasions Fips would stop
also, and becoming imboldened, desire his little girl to look up, and
show its pretty eyes; to laugh, and show its pretty teeth; then, its
pretty mouth, its rosy lips, its lovely colour, its beautiful skin, its
pretty curls, its pretty foot, would each in succession form a topic for
eulogy, till the poor child was hardened into little better than a
hawked-about show while Fips, to whom his little girl, through the
medium of gratified vanity, otherwise _pride_, thus became a source of
pleasure, fancied himself a fond father. As the child grew, Fips having
no principles himself could not impart any. Meanwhile, his fortunes also
grew rapidly, not without suspicions that he had found out by-ways to
the attainment of riches, which he would have been very sorry to have
pointed out to a fellow-traveller. The possession of wealth, in the
course of time, suggested the necessity for the fashionable
finishing-school already mentioned.
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