Church of England -- Sermons; Sermons, English -- 19th century
Who that has come to middle age does not know how dreams sometimes remind
him painfully of what he once was, of what he would be still, without
God’s grace? How in his dreams he finds himself tempted by the old sins;
giving way to the old meannesses, weaknesses, follies? How dreams remind
him, awfully enough, that though his circumstances have changed,—his
opinions, his whole manner of life, have changed—yet he is still the same
person that he was ten, twenty, thirty, forty years ago, and will be for
ever? Nothing bears witness to the abiding, enduring, immortal oneness
of the soul like dreams when they prove to a man, in a way which cannot
be mistaken—that is, by making him do the deed over again in fancy—that
he is the same person who told that lie, felt that hatred, many a year
ago; and who would do the same again, if God’s grace left him to that
weak and sinful nature, which is his master in sleep, and runs riot in
his dreams. Whether God sends to men in these days dreams which enable
them to look forward, and to foretell things to come, I cannot say. But
this I can say, that God sends dreams to men which enable them to look
back, and recollect things past, which they had forgotten only too
easily; and that these humbling and penitential dreams are God’s warning
that (as the Article says) the infection of nature doth remain, even in
those who are regenerate; that nothing but the continual help of God’s
Spirit will keep us from falling back, or falling away.
Again: those sad thoughts which weigh on the mind when lying awake at
night, when all things look black to a man; when he is more ashamed of
himself, more angry with himself, more ready to take the darkest view of
his own character and of his own prospects of life, than he ever is by
day,—do not these thoughts, too, come from God? Is it not God who is
holding the man’s eyes waking? Is it not God who is making him search
out his own heart, and commune with his spirit? I believe that so it is.
If any one says, ‘It is all caused by the darkness and silence. You have
nothing to distract your attention as you have by day, and therefore the
mind becomes unwholesomely excited, and feeds upon itself,’ I answer,
then they are good things, now and then, this darkness and this silence,
if they do prevent the mind from being distracted, as it is all day long,
by business and pleasure; if they leave a man’s soul alone with itself,
to look itself in the face, and be thoroughly ashamed of what it sees.
In the noise and glare of the day, we are all too apt to fancy that all
is right with us, and say, ‘I am rich, and increased with goods, and have
need of nothing;’ and the night does us a kindly office if it helps us to
find out that we knew not that we were poor, and miserable, and blind,
and naked—not only in the sight of God, but in our own sight, when we
look honestly at ourselves.
The wise man says:—
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