It was quite truly said. Of the separation and contrast you got a full
sense if fate took you straight from trench life in the stiff Flanders
slime or the dreary wet chalk of the disembowelled Loos plain to one of
the seats of authority far in the rear. G.H.Q., the most regal seat of
them all, was divinely niched, during most of the war, at Montreuil, and
Montreuil was a place to bring tears to the eyes of an artist, like
Castelfranco, St. Andrews, or Windsor; the tiny walled town on a hill
had that poignant fulness of loveliness, making the sense ache at it,
like still summer evenings in England. It was a storied antique,
unscathed and still living and warm, weathered mellow with centuries of
sunshine and tranquillity, all its own old wars long laid aside and the
racket of this new one very far from it. Walking among its walled
gardens, where roses hung over the walls, or sitting upon the edge of
the rampart, your feet dangling over among the top boughs of embosoming
trees, you were not merely out of the war; you were out of all war! you
entered into that beatitude of super-peace which fills your mind as you
look at a Roman camp on a sunned Sussex down, where the gentle
convexities of the turf seem to turn war into an old tale for children.
Such gardens of enchantment were not known by sight to most of our
fighting troops, but they were rumoured. The mind of Williams, in the
front line, worked with a surly zest on the contrast between the two
hemispheres of an army--the hemisphere of combatancy, of present
torment, of scant reward, of probable extinction, and the hemisphere of
non-combatancy, of comfort, of safety, of more profuse decoration, the
second hemisphere ruling over the former and decimating it sometimes by
feats like the Staff work of 1915. Among the straw in billets and the
chalk clods in dug-outs, in the reeking hot twilight of parlours in
French village inns, in the confidential darkness after Lights Out in
hospital wards from Bethune to Versailles and Rouen, the vinegar tongue
of Williams let itself go.
Of course, he went wrong. And yet his error, like the facts which begat
it, could not be helped. If all that you know of an alleged brother of
yours is that he is having the best of the deal while you are getting
the worst you have to be a saint of the prime to take it on trust that
it really did please God, or any godlike human authority, to call him to
a station in a dry hut with a stove, among the flesh-pots of an
agreeable coast, and you to a station in a wet burrow full of rats and
lice and yellow or white mud and ugly liabilities. And Williams was not
a saint, although when he enlisted he was profusely told that he was by
people who were to call him a sinner later, when as a Dundee rioter or
"Bolshevik" miner, or as a Sinn Feiner or a Black-and-Tan, he
transgressed some eternal law. Williams was and is only a quiet simple
substance exhibiting certain normal reactions under certain chemical
tests.
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