Then somebody else would bring up the way he had been taken by that
queer little rent in the veil of common experience--the sudden rush of
certainty that something which is happening now has all happened before,
or that some place, when first we see it, has really been known to us of
old and is only being revisited now, not discovered. You know how you
seem, when that sudden light comes, to escape for a while from your
common thoughts about time, as if out of a prison in which you have been
shut up so long that you had almost forgotten what it is to be free: it
flashes into your mind that immortality, for all you know, may exist
within one moment; that life, for all you know, may draw out into state
after state, and that all that you are conscious of at common times
might be merely a drop or two lipping over the edge of the full vessel
of some vast consciousness animating the whole world.
Another man would bring into the common stock a recollection of the kind
of poignant portrait dream that sometimes comes: not a dream of any
incident, but only the face of a friend, more living than life, with all
the secret kindness and loneliness of his mind suddenly visible in the
face, so that you think of him as you think of your mother when she is
dead and the stabbing insight of remorse begins.
Thus would these inexpert people hang unconsciously about the uncrossed
threshold of religion. With minds which had recovered in some degree the
penetrative simplicity of a child's, they disinterred this or that
unidentified bone of the buried God from under the monumental piles of
débris which the learned, the cunning, and the proud, priests and kings,
churches and chapels, had heaped up over the ideas of perfect love, of
faith that would leave all to follow that love, and of the faithful
spirit's release from mean fears of extinction. In talk they could bring
each other up to the point of feeling that little rifts had opened here
and there in the screens which are hung round the life of man on the
earth, and that they had peeped through into some large outer world that
was strange only because they were used to a small and dim one. They
were prepared and expectant. If any official religion could ever refine
the gold out of all that rich alluvial drift of "obstinate questionings
of sense and outward things," now was its time. No figure of speech,
among all these that I have mixed, can give the measure of the greatness
of that opportunity.
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