Who of all those who were in camp at that time, and still are alive,
will not remember until he dies the second boyhood that he had in the
late frosts and then in the swiftly filling and bursting spring and
early summer of 1915? The awakening bird-notes of Réveillé at dawn, the
two-mile run through auroral mists breaking over a still inviolate
England, the men's smoking breath and the swish of their feet brushing
the dew from the tips of the June grass and printing their track of
darker green on the pearly-grey turf; the long, intent morning parades
under the gummy shine of chestnut buds in the deepening meadows; the
peace of the tranquil hours on guard at some sequestered post, alone
with the sylvester midnight, the wheeling stars and the quiet breathing
of the earth in its sleep, when time, to the sentry's sense, fleets on
unexpectedly fast and life seems much too short because day has slipped
into day without the night-long sleeper's false sense of a pause; and
then jocund days of marching and digging trenches in the sun; the silly
little songs on the road that seemed, then, to have tunes most human,
pretty, and jolly; the dinners of haversack rations you ate as you sat
on the roadmakers' heaps of chopped stones or lay back among buttercups.
When you think of the youth that you have lost, the times when it seems
to you now that life was most poignantly good may not be the ones when
everything seemed at the time to go well with your plans, and the world,
as they say, to be at your feet; rather some few unaccountable moments
when nothing took place that was out of the way and yet some word of a
friend's, or a look on the face of the sky, the taste of a glass of
spring water, the plash of laughter and oars heard across midsummer
meadows at night raised the soul of enjoyment within you to strangely
higher powers of itself. That spirit bloweth and is still: it will not
rise for our whistling nor keep a time-table; no wine that we know can
give us anything more than a fugitive caricature of its ecstasies. When
it has blown free we remember it always, and know, without proof, that
while the rapture was there we were not drunk, but wise; that for a
moment some intervening darkness had thinned and we were seeing further
than we can see now into the heart of life.
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