British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
"Yes, of course, but I meant gay—dances and dinners and all that sort of
thing. The pater ran into some fellow who had just come back from a
trip to Berlin, and he said the officers had no end of a time—were
treated like the lords of creation, in fact, especially if they had a
bit of a title stuck on to their names. Wolff is a baron, isn’t he?"
"Yes," said Nora abruptly.
"I thought so. Pater stuck him up a peg to this chap and said he was a
count. Barons aren’t much in Germany, though. They’re as common as
herrings."
"_They_ don’t think so," Nora protested, hot with annoyance. "They
think a good deal of it."
"Yes—snobs. That’s what this fellow said. However, I don’t mind. The
good time is the only thing I care about, and you seem to have that all
right by your letters."
Nora’s brows contracted. In a rapid mental review she passed over
everything she had ever written home, and reconsidered it in the light
of Miles’s possible judgment. Frau von Seleneck gave dinners. There
were never more than four simple courses, whose creation, she proudly
admitted, was owed almost entirely to her own skill. The orderly waited
at table, and it was a standing joke that somebody’s dress or uniform
had to pay for his too eager attentions. Nora remembered having written
home that she had enjoyed herself immensely, and she had written in
perfect truth. She had happened to like the people on that particular
occasion, and above all things Wolff himself had been there. This
wonderful fact of Wolff’s presence was indeed sufficient to colour the
most dismal entertainment in Nora’s opinion; but in Miles’s opinion, she
felt with painful certainty, it would have less than no effect. He did
not love Wolff as she did, and without love her "brilliant life" might,
after all, be more correctly viewed as a hard if cheerful struggle
against necessity.
"There is always something going on," she said at length; "but you must
not expect anything too wonderful, dear. People in Germany live much
more simply than we—than in England, you know. And—we are not rich."
She made the last confession with an effort—not in the least because she
was ashamed, but because—Nora herself could have given no explanation.
Miles laughed.
"I don’t expect you live in a loft," he said.
Nora thought of their little fourth-floor flat and laughed too—also with
an effort for which there was no possible reason.
The droschke pulled up with a grind against the curbstone, and a gruff
voice informed them that they had arrived at their destination. Miles
jumped out and looked about him doubtfully.
"What a poky street!" he said, rather as though he thought the coachman
must have made a mistake. "Is this really your house?"
"Our flat is here," Nora said. "We—we like it because it is so quiet."
And then she was ashamed of herself, because she knew that she had not
been honest.
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