British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
Nora sat by the window and mended stockings. There was not very much
light, for although it was still early afternoon and the winter sun
stood high in the heavens, very few rays found their way into the
fourth-floor rooms of No. 22, Adler Strasse. As Miles had said more
than once, it was a poky hole. Nora remembered his words as she worked,
and she looked up and studied the tiny apartment with a wondering
regret. Yes; it was dark and poky; but why did the fact strike her so
clearly and so constantly? Why was she doomed to see everything and
everybody with another’s eyes? For that was what had happened to her.
One short month ago, this place had been her paradise, her own
particular little Eden, and now it was a "poky hole"—because Miles had
said so and because her common sense told her that he was right. Had,
then, the magic which had blinded her against the reality ceased to act
its charm—or altogether lost its power? Surely not. Her eyes fell on
her husband’s writing-table, with its burden of neatly arranged books
and papers, and something in her softened to wistful tenderness. In her
imagination she saw him sitting there, bent over his work in
all-absorbed interest. She saw the thoughtful, knitted brows, the
strong white hand guiding the pen through the intricacies of plans and
calculations, the keen, searching eyes which were never stern for her,
which, if they no longer flashed with the old unshadowed laughter, were
always filled with the same unshaken, unaltered love. And she in her
turn loved him. That she knew. There, and there alone, her brother’s
barbed shafts had fallen short, or had broken harmless against the
steeled walls of defence. Her husband was still what he had always
been—the one and only man who had ever counted in her life. But there
was a difference. What the difference was she could not tell. Perhaps
just that change had come into her love which had come into his eyes.
It was still a great love, still unshaken, but it had lost the power of
glorying in itself, of being happy, of rejoicing in its own strength and
youth and unity. When Wolff entered the room her pulses quickened, but
it was with a curious, inexplicable pain, and when he went away she
breathed more easily. That most wonderful and rare of moments when they
had thought and felt and lived as though they were one mind, one body,
one soul had passed—perhaps for ever. They stood on different shores
and looked at each other over the dividing stream with sad eyes of love
and hopeless regret.
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