British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
"Of course! We have always been friends—we must always be friends."
"Thank you, dear. That is a great deal to me. No other woman will ever
come into my life."
"Don’t!" she exclaimed, painfully moved. "You make me feel that I have
spoilt your life."
"But you haven’t, Nora. You are just the only woman I could ever have
loved, and if I had not met you I should be even lonelier than I am. At
least I have your friendship."
His tone was composed, almost cheerful, but she felt that he was at the
end of his strength, and when, after a quick pressure of the hand, he
went towards the door, she made no effort to recall him. Her own voice
was strangled, and perhaps her face revealed more than she knew, more
than she was actually conscious of feeling—a regret, an appeal, an
almost childish loneliness. As though answering an unexpected cry of
pain, he turned suddenly and looked at her. He saw the all-betraying
tears, and the next minute he had come back to her side and had taken
her hands and kissed them.
"You must not!" he said gently. "You are to be happy—as I am. Forgive
me; it is the seal upon our friendship—and a farewell."
She had not resisted. She would have forgiven him, because she
understood; she would have put the moment’s surrender to passion from
her memory as something pardoned, but fate took the power of forgiving
and forgetting from her. For the door had opened, and Miles stood on
the threshold, watching them with an expression of blank amazement on
his flushed, excited face.
Arnold turned, too late conscious that they were not alone, and Miles’s
amazement changed to a loud delight.
"If it isn’t old Arnold!" he exclaimed, flinging coat and hat on to the
nearest chair and stretching out an unsteady hand. "Why, we thought you
were dead and buried in some African wilderness, didn’t we, Nora?"
"You were not far wrong, then," Arnold answered. "I was pretty well done
for once, and am only just beginning to feel that I really belong to
this world again." He had recovered his self-possession with an effort,
and he went on quickly, almost as though he were afraid of Miles’s next
words: "I was on my way home, and took Berlin as a break. Of course I
had to come and see you all."
Miles nodded.
"Decent of you," he said thickly. "Nora will be glad to have you in
this foreign hole. It’s a sickening shame——" He stumbled and reeled up
against Arnold with an impatient curse. The momentary excitement over
the unexpected arrival had passed, leaving him bemuddled, in a dull but
unmistakable state of intoxication. Arnold took him by the arm and
helped him to the nearest chair.
"You are a young fool," he said good-naturedly. "German beer isn’t so
harmless as you seem to think. What have you been doing with yourself?"
Miles passed his hand over his forehead with a helpless movement, as
though he were awakening from a dream.
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