British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
"At any rate," she said, "it is frightfully rough on mother. Her life
was hard enough before—what with ill-health and that sort of thing. Now
it will be ten times worse." She clenched her hands in a sudden
passionate protest. "I can’t help it," she went on, "it seems to me all
wrong. She is the best, the cleverest woman I have ever met. She ought
to be the wife of a genius or a great, good man—not father’s wife.
Father ought to have married Mrs. Clerk. Why did she marry him? It is
wicked, but it is the thought which comes into my mind every time I see
them together. And now, when I think that she will have to scrape and
save as well I——" She stopped short and looked at her companion
defiantly. "I suppose you are very shocked," she said. "That comes of
always feeling as though you were one of the family. I have to say just
what is passing in my mind."
"I am glad you have so much confidence in me," Arnold answered
seriously. "All the same, I do not think that you are just to your
father. He is a thoroughly good man. Many people would think Mrs.
Ingestre very lucky."
"Perhaps they _do_ think so," Nora said, with indifference. "That is
because no one about here is capable of understanding her. In any case,
it’s no good talking about it. This latest trouble is quite enough."
"I suppose Miles will be able to stay in the Army?" Arnold asked.
"Oh, yes, that’s settled."
"What about your studies? They will have to be given up, of course?"
"Why ’of course’?" she flashed out.
"Because there won’t be enough money for them," he explained in a
matter-of-fact tone. "For my part," he went on, "I shall be glad. I
dreaded the thought of coming home on leave and finding you gone. It
would have been sickening."
"It will be still more ’sickening’ now," she said, rather revengefully.
"I am going away for a long time, and to a place a long way off."
"Nora! In Heaven’s name where and why?"
She laughed at his astonished, troubled face.
"To Karlsburg, in Germany—as a companion."
"To Germany! Why do you want to go there?"
"Because I do not want to vegetate here."
"Nora, you will hate it. You will be ill with home-sickness. You don’t
know what it will be like. It is not as though you will be among your
own country-people. You will hate their manners, their customs, their
ways, and they will treat you like a servant. Little Nora, I can’t bear
the thought of it."
He spoke earnestly, almost incoherently.
Nora shook her head.
"There is no other alternative," she said.
"There is one other alternative, Nora. Will you be my wife?"
He had taken her hand, and she did not attempt to draw it back. Nor had
she changed colour. Her clear eyes studied his thin, rather gaunt face,
and passed on with frank criticism to his tall figure, loosely built and
rather stooping, in the grey Norfolk suit.
"Nora," he said sternly, "I have asked you a question. You do not need
to look at me like that. I am not different to what I usually am."
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