British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
"My little wife, don’t, for God’s sake, don’t let that come between us!
Be brave, fight it down. It will only be for a time. Our—my people are
easily hurt. They think, perhaps, you despise them for their sober
ways—that they are not good enough for you. Be kind to them, and they
will come back. They would forgive you anything."
She drew back from him.
"I do not want their forgiveness. I do not want them. I am happiest
alone."
He made no answer, but went slowly towards the door. She knew that she
had hurt him, and in her bitterness and wounded pride it gave her a
painful satisfaction to know that he too suffered. Yet she loved him;
she knew, as he stood there with bent head, that she would give her life
for him—only she could not surrender herself, her individuality, the old
ties of blood and instinct. She could not, would not break down the
barrier which her race built between them. She was too proud, perhaps
too hurt to try.
Suddenly Arnim looked up. His features were quiet and composed, and the
gathering twilight hid the expression in his eyes.
"Nora, where is Miles?"
"Still in bed. He—he is not feeling well."
"The effects of yesterday?" He laughed grimly. "It seems to me, dear,
that your brother would be the better for some occupation—in his own
country."
"You wish him to go?"
He met her challenge with an unfaltering determination that was yet
mingled with tenderness and pity.
"I think it better—before it is too late."
"What do you mean?"
"Before he ruins himself—or us."
"Wolff, you are not fair. You are unjust."
He smiled sadly.
"I hope I am. Good-bye, little woman. I shall try and be back early.
But perhaps Arnold will come—and then you will not be alone."
He went out, closing the door quietly behind him. The protest died on
her lips; an icy sense of isolation crept over her, obliterating for the
moment all thought of his injustice, of the slight which he had cast
upon her brother. In her sudden weakness she held out her arms towards
the closed door and called his name, feebly, like a frightened child
crying in the dark. But he did not come back. She heard his spurs
jingle with a mocking cheerfulness—and then silence. So she went back
to her place by the window and sat there, holding back with a pitiful
pride the tears that burnt her eyes.
Presently the door opened again. She thought he had come back, and with
all her pride her heart beat faster with a momentary, reasonless hope.
Then she heard the click of the electric light and a man’s voice
speaking to her.
"_Gnädige Frau_, may I come in?"
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