British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
She sprang to her feet as though the voice had been a blow, and saw
Bauer standing on the threshold, bowing, a curious half-ironical smile
playing about his mouth. For the moment she could neither think nor
speak, but out of the depths of her consciousness arose the old
aversion, the old instinctive dread. She knew then, warned by that same
occult power, that the time had come when the dread should receive its
justification.
"I found the door open, and ventured to enter unannounced," Bauer went
on calmly. "I knew from experience that the usual formalities would
lead to no result. You have been ’out’ a great deal of late, _gnädige
Frau_." He came towards her without hesitation, and, taking her passive
hand, kissed it. "Am I forgiven?"
His absolute ease of manner checked the rise of her indignation. She
felt herself strangely helpless. Yet her dignity—her dignity as Wolff’s
wife—came to her rescue. She looked steadily into the still smiling
face.
"If I have been often out, it has not been a mere chance, Herr
Rittmeister," she answered. "It has been of intention—an intention
which you would have been wiser to respect."
"I see no good reason why I should respect your husband’s ’intentions,’
_gnädige Frau_," he retorted calmly.
"My husband’s wishes are mine."
"Really?" He laughed, and then grew suddenly serious. "In any case, it
seems to me that I—we have a right to some sort of an explanation. To
put it baldly—there was a time when it pleased you to accept my
sister-in-law’s hospitality and friendship. Now, it seems, neither she
nor I are good enough for you."
Nora flinched involuntarily. She knew that the reproach was a just one,
but she knew too that Wolff had been right and only she to blame.
Instinct again warned her. She saw danger in this man’s cold eyes, in
which there yet flickered the light of some controlled passion either of
hatred or some other feeling to which she dared give no name.
"You have a right to an explanation," she said at last, with an effort
controlling her unsteady voice. "Indeed, I owe you more than that—I owe
you an apology. It was a mistake for me to enter into a circle to which
I did not belong; only you will do me the justice to remember that it
was a mistake not altogether of my making."
"_Gott, gnädige Frau!_" He laughed angrily. "You talk as though we
were the dirt under your feet. Is it your husband’s petty nobility
which gives you the right to look at me like that? I too wear the
King’s uniform—that is a point which you would do well to remember."
"I have not forgotten it. And there is no question of contempt—I feel
myself, Heaven knows, superior to no one; but I repeat, it was a mistake
to accept kindness which could not be returned. Surely you can
understand——" She crushed down her pride, and in the effort her bearing
became prouder and colder. "We are poor, Herr Rittmeister, your
relations are rich and live as we cannot live. That alone is a barrier
between us."
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