British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
Nora’s lips parted as though in an impulsive answer, then closed again,
and for a moment she sat silent, with her eyes fixed full on her
interlocutor’s face. The time had surely come to give her explanation,
to appeal to the other’s pity and sympathy for what had, after all, been
no more than an act of youthful folly—even generous in its impulse. But
she could say nothing. The stern, cold face froze her in a prison of
ice, and she could do no more than answer in a reckless affirmative.
"Yes; it was perfectly true."
"Do you think your conduct was honourable, or fair to Wolff? Have you
no explanation to offer?"
Nora rose to her feet. She was white with anger and indignation.
"None that I need offer you, Frau von Arnim," she said. Unconsciously
she had reverted to the old formal title, and in her blind sense of
injury and injustice she did not see the spasm of pain which passed over
the elder woman’s face.
Frau von Arnim also rose. She appeared calm almost to the point of
indifference, but in reality her whole strength was concentrated on the
suppression of her own emotion, and for once in a way the
generous-minded, broad-hearted woman saw and understood nothing but
herself.
"You force me to speak openly, Nora," she said. "I must point out to you
that you have done something which in our eyes is nearly unpardonable.
An engagement is almost as binding as a marriage and until it is
dissolved no honourable woman or man has the right to enter into another
alliance. But that is what you did; and whether you have an explanation
to offer or not, makes, after all, no difference. What is done cannot
be undone. But you are now no longer the Miss Ingestre who was free to
act as she chose in such matters. You are my nephew’s wife, and you
bear our name and the responsibility which it implies. Whatsoever you do
reflects itself for good or evil upon him and upon us all. Therefore we
have the right to control your conduct and to make this demand—that you
keep our name from scandal. That you have not done. From every quarter
I hear the same warnings, the same insinuations. It is not only Captain
Arnold who has caused them—I alone know the worst—it is your friendship
with people outside our circle, your neglect of those to whom you are at
least bound by duty, if not by affection. Before it goes too far to be
mended, I ask—I demand that your intimacy with these people and with
this Captain Arnold should cease."
"Captain Arnold is my friend," Nora exclaimed. "The only friend I have."
Had Frau von Arnim been less self-absorbed that one sentence might have
opened her eyes and shown her a pitiful figure enough, overburdened with
trouble and loneliness. But Nora’s head was thrown back, and the
defiant attitude blinded the other to the tears that were gathered in
the stormy, miserable eyes.
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