British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
"You appear only to consider yourself and your own pleasure," Frau von
Arnim answered, "and that is not the point. The point is, what is good
for Wolff and Wolff’s reputation? It is not good for either that your
name should be coupled with another man’s, or that his brother-in-law
should, in a few weeks, make himself renowned as a drunkard and a
reprobate."
Nora took an impulsive step forward. She had come to make her
confession, her explanation, to throw the burden of her brother’s
delinquencies upon these stronger shoulders. Now everything was
forgotten save resentment, the passionate need to defend herself and her
blood from insult.
"That is not true!" she stammered. "Nothing that you have said is true.
I have not been dishonourable, and Miles——" She broke off because her
conscience accused her, and a smile of bitterness passed over Frau von
Arnim’s pale features.
"Then all I can say is that English people must have an extraordinary
sense of honour," she said.
Perhaps she regretted her own hasty words, but it was too late to recall
them. A blank silence followed. Both felt that the straining bond
between them had snapped and that they stood opposite each other like
two people separated by an untraversable river.
Nora went to the door and from thence looked back at the proud figure of
her adversary.
"You have no right to speak to me as you have done," she said in a voice
that she strove in vain to steady. "What I do concerns no one but Wolff
and myself, and I need not and shall not alter my life because of what
you have said. You can do what you like—tell Wolff everything: I am not
afraid. As to what you said about us—the English—it only proves what I
already knew—you hate us because you envy us!"
And with this explosion of youthful jingoism she closed the door upon
her last hope of help and comfort. But outside in the narrow, dusky hall
she broke down. A strange faintness came over her, which numbed her
limbs and senses and drew a veil before her eyes. A cry rose to her
lips, and had that cry been uttered it might have changed the whole
course of her life, sweeping down the barrier between her and the
stern-faced woman by its very weakness, its very pitifulness. But she
crushed it back and, calling upon the last reserves of her strength,
went her way, too proud to plead for pity where she had already found
judgment.
*CHAPTER XII*
*WAR-CLOUDS*
Nora had not seen Arnim the whole morning. He sat in his study with the
door locked, and the orderly had injunctions to allow no one to disturb
him. Nevertheless, towards midday a staff-officer was shown through the
drawing-room into Wolff’s sanctum, and for an hour the two men were
together, nothing being heard of them save the regular rise and fall of
their voices.
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