British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
"You must forgive my taking so much of your husband’s time, _gnädige
Frau_," he said as he kissed Nora’s hand. "I had some rather stiff
calculations, and I simply couldn’t do them alone—you have no doubt
heard what a dull person I am—so I came round to Arnim for help. There
is nothing like having a clever junior, is there?"
He turned to Wolff with his easy, untroubled smile, but Wolff’s face
remained serious. He was buckling on his sword in preparation for
departure, and appeared not to have heard his major’s facetious
self-depreciation.
"By the way, I have a small invitation for you, _gnädige Frau_," the
elder officer went on. "A sort of peace-offering, as it were. My wife
is driving out to see the Kaiser’s review this afternoon, and asks if
you would care to accompany her. If you have not seen it before it will
be well worth your while to go."
"Thank you. I should be delighted!" Nora said eagerly. She knew Major
von Hollander’s wife as a harmless if rather colourless woman, who had
as yet shown no signs of joining in the general boycott to which Nora
was being subjected. Besides, every instinct in her clamoured for
freedom from her thoughts and from the stuffy, oppressive atmosphere of
this home, which seemed now less a home than a prison. She accepted the
offer, therefore, with a real enthusiasm, which was heightened as she
saw that her ready answer had pleased Wolff. He came back after the
major had taken his leave, and kissed her.
"Thank you, Nora," he said. "It is good of you to go."
"Why good of me? I want to go."
"Then I am grateful to you for wanting."
Nora did not understand him, nor did she see that he was embarrassed by
her question. She felt the tenderness in his voice and touch, and it
awoke in her a sudden response.
"Don’t overwork, dear," she said. "Couldn’t you come with us?"
"I can’t, little woman. When the Emperor calls——"
He finished his sentence with a mock-heroic gesture, and hurried towards
the door. The major had coughed discreetly outside in the narrow hall,
and in an instant duty had resumed its predominating influence in his
life.
Nora took an involuntary step after him and laid her hand upon his arm.
She wanted to hold him back and tell him—she hardly knew what; perhaps
the one simple fact that she loved him in spite of everything, perhaps
that she was sorry her love was so frail, so wavering; perhaps even, if
they had been alone, she would have thrown down the whole burden of her
heart and conscience with the appeal, "Forgive me! Help me!"
It was one of those fleeting moments when, in the very midst of discord,
of embittered strife, a sudden tenderness, shortlived but full of
possibilities, breaks through the walls of antagonism. Something in
Wolff’s voice or look had touched Nora. She remembered the first days
of their marriage, and with hasty, groping fingers sought to link past
with present.
"Wolff!" she said.
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