British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
She lifted her hand as though to stop all words of commiseration, and he
turned quietly and walked at her side. He understood that he was
helpless, that he could do nothing to comfort her in her grief, and yet
he felt, too, that she was glad of his presence and silent sympathy.
All at once she herself broke the silence, and her voice, save that it
was intensely weary, sounded untroubled and calm.
"I did not know you were here," she said. "I thought you were with your
regiment."
"I have my Christmas leave," he answered. "They have no special need of
me."
There was a bitterness in his tone and words which she understood. She
looked at him, and saw that he was frowning as though at some painful
reflection.
"There will be no fighting?" she asked.
"No, none. We have given in. I suppose"—he controlled his voice with
an effort—"I suppose we had to."
"Had to?" she echoed.
"We were not ready," he said between his teeth. "Nothing was ready. I
could never have believed it was possible had I not seen it with my own
eyes. If there had been a war, it would have been a repetition of 1870,
with London for a Sedan, and they knew it. No horses, reduced regiments,
a crowd of half-trained men pitted against a nation which has been ready
for war any day in the last years! The thing was obvious."
"You were so sure," she said dully. "Everybody was so sure."
"No one knew until the test came," he answered. "The outside of things
was well enough, and there were plenty of able statesmen and generals to
tell us that we had never been better prepared. We like listening to
that sort of talk, and we like believing it. A belief like that is so
comforting. It frees us from all sacrifice—all duty. ’When the call
comes, we shall answer to it,’ is our patriotic motto. ’An Englishman
is worth three foreigners.’ And then, when the call comes, a handful of
half-trained youths who cannot stand a day’s march, who can scarcely
ride, scarcely shoot, is all that we have to show for our boasting." He
clenched his fist with a movement of angry despair. "It’s all wrong,
Nora, all wrong! We have grown too easy-going, too fond of our smooth
comfort. Even if we knew that our national existence were threatened,
we should not rouse ourselves. We should vote for a few more
Dreadnoughts and make a great outcry and bang the Party drum with talk.
We think, because we have the money, that things can’t go far wrong—we
have won before, so we think there is a kind of lucky star to save us,
however little we have deserved success. We can’t see that the world
has changed, that we have to face a race that has all our virtues in
their youth and strength—all our tenacity, all our bulldog purpose, all
our old stoicism; and we—God knows! We never forget our grand heritage;
we never forget our forefathers nor the glory they won for us. But we
forget to honour them with our own worthiness. How will it all end?"
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