British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
There was a peculiar emphasis in her words, a note in her voice so like
despair that it rang long afterwards in Nora’s memory. It cast a deeper
shadow over her sinking spirits, and as she walked by her mother’s side
towards the station which was to mark their first long parting, the hot,
burning tears welled up in her eyes and only by a strong effort were
kept back from overflow. Since that morning, with its brilliant
sunshine, its youth and hope, all had changed within her and without.
The sunshine had yielded to cold, dark shadows, youth and hope lagged
wearily, overcome by the growing tide of home-love. "Dear old England!"
Nora whispered to herself. "Dear old England!" And the very shop
windows, casting bright golden patches on the thickening fog, seemed to
have a special light of their own. The faces of the passers-by were
dear to her because they were English faces and because she was going to
a strange country, where she would see them no more. Even the red-brick
church and "the monument" became hallowed in her memory. In that moment
of youthful grief she would have given worlds to know that she was going
home, that there were to be no partings, that she was to live her life
in the dull peace to which she had waved a joyous farewell that very
morning.
They entered the great station. The bustle and confusion brought her no
relief—rather, it increased the sense of helplessness which was growing
stronger and stronger. For a moment she lost sight of her father and
mother, and it was then she felt for the first time all the poignancy of
the loneliness which was, in less than a quarter of an hour, to become
an irreparable reality. She turned, dazedly seeking a familiar face,
and in the same instant a firm, warm hand clasped hers.
"Nora—little girl!"
It was Arnold who stood beside her. She recognised his strong, gaunt
face with a sudden, joyous start which brought the colour to her cheeks.
Had she unconsciously been longing for him? Had the heartache been a
little because she had not seen him, because ever since that decisive
morning he had kept away from her, taking her dismissal as final? Was
it final? These were things he at least might have asked as he felt the
quick response of her touch and saw the light flash back into her
tear-filled eyes. But Nora thought of nothing—asked no questions. She
clung to his arm like a tired, lost child.
"Oh, I am so glad," she said, almost incoherent with relief, "so glad!"
"I couldn’t keep away," he said, himself shaken by her sudden
self-abandonment. "I did my best, but in the end I had to come. I
could not let you go so far from me without a God-speed. And something
seemed to tell me that you would be glad to see me."
"I am!" she cried. "Of course I am!"
They reached Mrs. Ingestre and her husband, who were busy with the
luggage registration. A shadow seemed to pass over the latter’s face as
she saw the two together, but she greeted Arnold with her usual serene
courtesy.
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