British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
He coughed, and looked at his daughter. Mrs. Ingestre looked at her
also, and the pale, pain-worn face became illumined with tenderness and
pity.
"Sacrifices," the Rev. John repeated regretfully. "Such, I fear, must be
the payment for our misfortunes."
Nora Ingestre relaxed from her stiff attitude of self-restraint. The
expression of her face said clearly enough: "The sermon is at an end,
and the plate being handed round. How much am I expected to put in?"
"It was of your career I was thinking, my dear Miles," the Rev. John
answered. "I am quite aware that your whole future depends on your
remaining in the Army, therefore we have decided that—that sacrifices
must be brought for you."
He hesitated again, and threw another glance at his wife’s pale face.
"Nora, I am sure you see the necessity of what I say?"
His daughter started, as though he had awakened her from a reverie.
"Yes, I do," she said, with an abrupt energy. "We must all help each
other as much as we can. I shall just work like a nigger."
"Eh—yes," said her father doubtfully. "I am sure you will. Of course,
we shall have to dismiss some of the servants, and your mother will
need—eh—more assistance than hitherto—and I know, dear Nora——" He
coughed, and left the sentence unfinished.
Whether it was his manner or her mother’s face which aroused her to
closer attention, Nora Ingestre herself could not have said. She became
suddenly aware that all three were looking at her, and that she was
expected to say something.
"I don’t quite understand," she said. "It is only natural that I should
help all I can, only——"
It was her turn to stop short. She too had risen to her feet, and quite
unconsciously she drew herself upright like a person preparing for
attack from some as yet unknown quarter. Like her father, she was not
above the middle height, but she had her mother’s graceful,
well-proportioned build, which made her seem taller than she really was,
and added to that a peculiar resolute dignity that was all her own. It
was, perhaps, to this latter attribute that she owed the unacknowledged
respect in which she was held both by her father and brother. For it is
a set rule that we must admire most what is in direct contrast to
ourselves; and it had never been in the Rev. John’s power either to
carry himself erect, or to give himself anything but the appearance of a
meek and rather nervous man. It was owing to this inherent respect that
he hesitated at the present moment. Perhaps he realised at the bottom
of his heart that it was not an altogether fair proceeding to load his
mistaken monetary speculations on the shoulders of a disinterested
Providence, and that his family might have other, if secret, views as to
the real responsibility. At any rate, he was not sufficiently convinced
of his own absolute innocence to meet his daughter’s grave, questioning
eyes with either firmness or equanimity.
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