British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
The tone of the words was delicate and kind, suggesting a conferred
favour on Nora’s side which somehow had the reverse effect. In her
youthful and insular arrogance Nora had felt that the "German family"
which boasted of her services was to be congratulated, and that the real
and only question of importance was whether she liked _them_. Now she
found herself wondering what this serene and graceful woman was thinking
of _her_.
"I’m afraid I’m not a bit a glory to my nation," she said, with sincere
schoolgirlish humility. "I wish I was."
Frau von Arnim laughed.
"We like you very much already," she said. "Besides, you could not help
being nice with such a charming mother."
Nora started with pleased surprise, and whatever had been unconsciously
antagonistic in her melted into an impulsive gratitude which spoke out
of the heightened colour and bright, frank eyes.
"Do you know my mother, then?" she asked.
"No, only by her letters. But letters betray far more than the writers
think. I often feel when I meet some reserved, unfathomable person who
interests me, that if he would only write me the shortest note I should
know more of him than after hours of conversation. And Mrs. Ingestre
and I have exchanged many long letters. We feel almost as though she
were an old friend; don’t we, Hildegarde?"
This sudden appeal to a third person revealed to Nora the fact that they
were not alone. Frau von Arnim rose, smiling at her bewilderment, and
took her by the hand.
"You must think us very rude, strange people," she said, "but my
daughter has been listening and watching all this time. You see, it is
for her sake that we wanted you to come and live with us, and she had a
whim that she would like to see you without being seen. Invalids may
have whims and be pardoned, may they not?"
Whilst she had been speaking she had led Nora to the far end of the
room. There, lying on a sofa drawn well into the shadow, Nora now
perceived a girl of about her own age, whose thin, white face was turned
to greet her with a mingling of apology and that pathetic humility which
goes with physical weakness.
"Do not be angry," she said, holding out a feeble hand. "I am so afraid
of strangers. I felt I should like to see you first—before you saw me.
I do not know why—it was just a whim, and, as mother says, when one is
ill one may perhaps be forgiven."
"Of course," Nora said gently. To herself she was thinking how
beautiful suffering can be. The face lifted to hers—the alabaster
complexion, the great dark eyes and fine aristocratic features framed in
a bright halo of disordered hair—seemed to her almost unearthly in its
spiritualised loveliness. And then there was the expression, so void of
all vanity, so eloquent with the appeal: "You are so strong, so
beautiful in your youth and strength. Be pitiful to me!"
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