British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
he looked upon me as a kind of ’dependent’ with whom he could amuse
himself as he pleased; and that made my blood boil. I prayed for some
one to come and fetch me away, and just then Frau von Arnim passed close
to where I was sitting. I heard her ask after me and say something
about music (I had promised to play), and suddenly I felt ashamed. I
wondered what she would think of me if she found me sitting in a
secluded corner with a man whom I had never seen before and to whom I
had never been properly introduced. After all, she does not know me
well enough to understand—well, that I am not that sort, and the idea
that she might think badly of me with an appearance of reason was more
than could bear. There is a small door in the alcove leading out into
the hall, and just when my uninvited companion was in the middle of a
sentence I got up and went out without a word of explanation. I am
afraid it was neither a very dignified nor sensible proceeding, and it
certainly landed me into worse difficulties, since the next thing I knew
after my stormy exit was that I had collided violently with a man
standing in the hall. Of course, my fragment of German forsook me, and
I gasped, ’I beg your pardon!’ in English, to which my victim answered,
’I beg _your_ pardon!’ also in English, but with the faintest possible
accent. After that I recovered enough from the shock to draw back and
assume as much dignity as I could under the circumstances. My victim was
a tall, broad-shouldered man—of course in uniform-and though it was
already twilight in the hall I could see that he had a pleasant,
sun-burnt face and bright eyes, which at that moment looked very much
amused. I suppose my attempt at dignity _was_ rather a failure. ’I
hope I did not hurt you?’ he asked, and when I had reassured him on that
point he suggested that he should introduce himself, as there was no one
there to do it for him. Whereupon he clicked his spurs together and
said, ’Von Arnim. Miss Ingestre, I think?’ I asked him how he knew my
name, and he said, as a Prussian officer it was his duty to know
everything, and that he had heard so much about Miss Ingestre that it
was impossible not to recognise her. And then we stood looking at each
other, I feeling horribly awkward, he evidently still very much amused.
Then he proposed to take me back into the drawing-room, but that was the
last thing I wanted, and I said so in my usual rude way, which seemed to
amuse him still more.
"’But why not?’ he asked. (I give you the conversation in full.)
"’Because they wanted me to play.’ (It was the first excuse I could
think of.)
"’Is that kind? You are depriving my aunt’s guests of a great treat.’
"’How do you know?’
"’Military instinct.’
I could not help laughing at him.
"’Your military instinct is all wrong,’ I said. ’At any rate, I don’t
want to go back.’
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