British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
"P.SS.—They are giving the second evening of the _Ring_ next Sunday.
Herr von Arnim says that a great many people think it even grander than
the Walküre and the _Götterdämmerung_ (Sunday fortnight) grandest of
all. Hildegarde is going to both, if she is strong enough, and he says
I _must_ come too. I told him that I knew father would strongly
disapprove, and he said quite solemnly, and with a funny little German
accent, that he thought an ’English Sunday the invention of the deevil,’
which made me laugh. I wonder if it would be wrong to go? I know what
father would say, but somehow, when I come to think over it, I _can’t_
feel horrified at the idea. I can’t believe that it is wrong to listen
to such grand, beautiful music—even on Sunday; as Herr von Arnim said,
’I am sure _der liebe Gott_ would rather see you good and happy enjoying
the wonders He has made than bored and bad-tempered, wishing that Sunday
was well over.’ What do you think, mother? Let me know soon. I will
not do anything you do not like.
"P.SSS.—I think we had better keep to our first arrangement that my
letters should be quite private. You see, I tell you everything, and
father might not always understand.
"P.SSSS.—What a lot of postscripts! I am sure I must be very feminine,
after all. I quite forgot to tell you that Fräulein Müller called the
other day. She was very nervous and flustered, and treats the ’Frau
Baronin’ as though she were a sort of deity to be propitiated at all
costs. She also asked me to tea. I went, but I won’t go again if I can
help it. I was never so near suffocating in my life. All the windows
were double and had not been opened, I should imagine, since August, so
that the August air was unpleasantly intermingled with the fumes of a
furiously energetic stove, against which I had the honour of sitting for
four mortal hours. But she was so friendly and kind that it seems
horrid to complain, only—Heaven preserve me from being poor and living
in a German flat!"
Mrs. Ingestre read the letter carefully. She then tore it up and
answered the same day:
"As regards your question—do what your conscience tells you, Nora. You
are old enough to judge, and I have perfect confidence in you. Be true
and good, and I too think that God will not blame you if you rule your
life according to the opinions He has given you rather than the
arbitrary laws which we have made. Do what seems honestly right to you
and you cannot do wrong—at least, not in His sight."
This letter was shown to the Rev. John, her husband, but of the scene
that followed, where righteous indignation and quiet resolve fought out
a bitter struggle, Nora heard nothing. She only knew that the letter
had been safely posted, and that once again her mother had forced open
the doors of liberty.
*CHAPTER VII*
*A DUET*
"Meine Herrn, to the Moltke of the future, the pride of the regiment,
_er lebe—hoch—hoch—hoch_!"
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