British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
Frau von Arnim sat at the round breakfast-table before a pile of open
letters, which she took in turn, considered, and laid aside. Her
expression was grave, and in the full morning light which poured in
through the window opposite she looked older, wearier than even those
who knew her best would have thought possible. The world of Karlsburg
was accustomed to regard the Oberhofmarshall’s widow as a woman of whom
it would be safe to prophesy, "Age shall not wither her," for, as far as
her envious contemporaries could see, the years had drifted past and
brought no change to the serene, proud face. Perhaps they would have
admitted, on reflection, that their memories could not reach back to the
time when Frau von Arnim had been a girl—that, as far as they knew, she
had always been the same, always serene and proud, never youthful in the
true sense of the word. And therein lay the paradoxical explanation for
what was called her "eternal youth." Magda von Arnim had never been
really young. The storms had broken too early on her life and had
frozen the overflowing spirits of her girlhood into strength of reserve,
patience, and dignity. But she had not allowed them to embitter the
sources of her humanity, and thus she retained in her later years what
is best in youth—generosity, sympathy, a warm and understanding heart.
Frau von Arnim put aside her last letter, and with her fine white hand
shading her eyes remained in an attitude of deep thought, until the door
of the breakfast-room opened.
"Hildegarde!" she exclaimed, and then, quickly, painfully, "Why, how
stupid of me! It is Nora, of course. Good morning, dear child. I must
have been indulging in what you call a day-dream, for when you came in I
thought it was really poor little Hildegarde grown well and strong
again." She held Nora at arm’s length. "I do not think the resemblance
will ever cease to startle me. The riding-habit makes you look so
alike—though really you are quite, quite different."
She tried to laugh, but the hurried tone, the sudden colour that had
rushed to the usually pale cheeks betrayed to Nora the painful
impression she had caused. They hurried her to a decision that had
already presented itself to her before as something inevitable,
something she must do if she were to be just and loyal. Time after time
she had shrunk back as before some hard sacrifice, and now she felt she
could shrink back no longer.
"_Gnädige Frau_, I wanted to tell you—if you don’t mind, I will give up
the riding. After to-day I don’t think I will go again. I think it
better not."
"But—why?"
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