British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
"Why did father try and make money in Mexico?" she demanded suddenly and
sharply. "We were rich enough before, and now we are so poor that we
have to give up everything that makes life worth living, in order to
live."
"My dear child, do you really think that?"
"No, I don’t _think_ that. If I thought, I daresay I should see that,
as the world goes, I am a very lucky girl. But I _feel_—awful! And the
feelings always count most with me."
Mrs. Ingestre nodded to herself.
"They count most with all normal people," she said; "and those who
govern their lives by their heads are not, as a rule, either the
happiest or the cleverest. Still, Nora, is it such a sacrifice?"
"Yes."
"Is the music so dear to you that it is the only thing which makes life
worth living?"
Nora did not answer, and with a firm, gentle hand Mrs. Ingestre tilted
her daughter’s head backwards, so that she could look straight into the
overcast grey eyes. A very faint smile played about the corners of her
own mouth.
"Nora, you know, a few months ago, when we promised to send you up to
London to begin your studies, we were comparatively rich people. Rich
people can afford luxuries, and our pet luxury was to imagine that our
little girl was a genius who was going to show the world great things.
We meant to give you every chance—we would have seen that our ship
lacked nothing to make its first passage in public waters a success.
Well, we are poor now, and the first luxury which we must part with is
that fond hope. You and I must face the fact—you are a sweet musician,
not a genius."
"Mother, you knew that all the time—as well as I did."
A pale rose sprang to Mrs. Ingestre’s cheeks. Quite unconsciously she
avoided her daughter’s challenging eyes.
"Mother, why did you pretend to think otherwise?" Nora went on. "Did
you believe me so silly as to imagine myself anything more than an
amateur? Why, of course I knew. I had only to compare myself with
others."
"And yet you let us think and talk about you as a genius!" Mrs. Ingestre
interposed.
Nora nodded defiantly.
"I was a humbug," she declared. "I wanted to go to London. It seemed
the only way."
"Wasn’t that a rather disreputable way?"
"Not more disreputable than yours. I remember, when father complained
about the useless expense you told him it was a sin against Providence
not to encourage Genius. It was then I first made the discovery that
when you are most serious you are really laughing—at father and me and
every one."
"Nora! Nora!" The tone of mild reproof died away Mother and daughter
looked each other in the eyes and laughed. When she had done laughing,
Mrs. Ingestre bent down and kissed the girl lightly on the forehead.
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