British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
"I see that we must not throw stones at each other, or our glass houses
will suffer," she said. "And, after all, it does not matter why either
of us wanted it, or how we managed. You were to go to London and see a
little of the world——"
"Don’t talk about it, mother!"
"Only a little, perhaps, but more than your whole future promises you
now, poor child. Now you will have to stop here and vegetate."
Nora turned and clasped her mother in a tumultuous embrace.
"What a brute I must seem!" she exclaimed. "And yet I _do_ love you,
dearest. I believe I love you more than most daughters do their
mothers, and I don’t believe that I am really more selfish—only, I can’t
hide what I feel, and I feel such a lot. Are you hurt?"
Mrs. Ingestre shook her head.
"It is an old woman’s privilege to pretend that she has a reason to feel
bitter," she said, "but I am not in the least bitter, because, you see,
I understand. I understood even before you said anything, and so I made
up my mind that you should be given an alternative——"
"An alternative, mother?"
"——To staying here; and Captain Arnold."
A sudden silence fell on both. Mrs. Ingestre, under cover of the
twilight, observed her daughter sharply. She saw that though Nora’s face
had grown grave it showed no sign of any profound feeling, and she took
the quiet, undisturbed colour as an answer to a question which even she
had never ventured to ask.
"And so," she went on after a moment, "I wrote to my old friend,
Fräulein Müller, about you, and she answered two or three days ago, and
said she knew of an excellent position as companion to a lady in
Karlsburg. She thought it would suit you admirably. You would be
treated as one of the family, and have plenty of time to go on with your
own studies. Would you like it?"
The proposal came so suddenly, and yet in such a matter-of-fact tone,
that Nora caught her breath and looked up at her mother in blank
surprise.
"You mean," she began slowly, "that I should go and live in a German
family?"
"Yes."
"With a lot of fat, greasy, gobbling Germans?"
"Do you know any Germans?"
"No—at least there was our German music-master at school, and _he_ was
fat and greasy, and I am sure he must have gobbled. He must have done.
They all do."
"You used to say he played like an angel," Mrs. Ingestre interposed.
"So he did. But I hated him all the same. I hate all Germans."
Her tone rang with a sort of school-girl obstinacy. Her attitude, with
lifted chin and straight shoulders, was eloquent with national arrogance
and scorn.
Mrs. Ingestre turned away.
"I shall write to Fräulein Müller and tell her to make all
arrangements," she said. "I think, if everything proves suitable, that
you had better go to Karlsburg."
"Mother! You haven’t even given me the choice!"
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