Dixie: A monthly magazine, Vol. I, No. 2, February 1899Various
General
Dixie: A monthly magazine, Vol. I, No. 2, February 1899
Various
American literature -- Southern States -- Periodicals
It was a rather awkward boy who came home from college for his summer
vacation. He had not seen his native place since the autumn before, and
the letters which had told him he must remain at college, and which had
disclosed most tenderly the fall in the family’s fortunes had been worded
so carefully that he had not realized the full force of what had happened
and had chafed at his exile as if it were not inevitable. The first sight
he had of his mother waiting on the platform brought it all home to him.
Her dress told more than any words could have conveyed. He made a brave
effort to be bright and took care not to stare round him at the ugly
walls of the cramped and unfamiliar house, nor to look too curiously at
the furnishings. The gaps in the old belongings struck a chill to his
heart, but he chattered away about the college life to which he was to
return, and over their painfully frugal supper all were as cheery as old.
The talk was a trifle nervous and there was an anxiety to let no pause
occur, but nothing marred the warm greeting which had been made ready for
him and the meal ended naturally. The afternoon of talk had exhausted
most of what the greeters and the greeted had to ask and answer and
after they left the table the boy slipped into the entry and was hunting
for his cap among a litter of coats and capes, with a sick longing for
the old hall-piece and a strong distaste for the plain little walnut
hat-tree. The mother slipped out after him, shut the door noiselessly
behind her and asked:
“Where are you going, dear?”
“To see Milly, of course,” the boy answered.
“Has she written to you lately?” his mother queried.
“We haven’t written to each other at all,” he said. “I hate to write
letters, and it would make so much less for us to tell each other
afterwards.”
“You mustn’t go there, Jack,” she said, putting her hand lightly on his
shoulder with a caressing gesture.
“Why not?” he asked hotly, the blood rushing to his face.
“You know they have nothing to do with us any more, dear, since your
father and Mr. Wareham quarrelled.”
“I didn’t know it. You haven’t told me anything about what has happened.
And even if they have nothing to do with us, that wouldn’t make any
difference between Milly and me.”
“Isn’t it natural she should come to feel as her father and brother
feel?” the mother suggested tremulously.
“You mean she wouldn’t see me if I went,” he demanded, and he was growing
vexed and defiant.
“I did not mean that, dear. But her father might not allow her to see
you, and Albert always disliked you. And now they all hate all of us.”
“Why should they hate us? What have we done to them?”
“It was that selfish man ruined your father and people always hate those
they have wronged. Please don’t go, Jack.”
The boy twisted his cap in his hands and forced back his tears. He was
silent a moment and then he kissed his mother.
“It’s all right, mother dear,” he said, “I’ll go somewhere else. Thank
you for warning me.”
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