There is such a tone of firm yet gentle reproach in his voice, that, for
a second, Peggy asks herself dazedly, 'Is it possible that he is in the
right?'
'And what did milady say?' inquires the young fellow a moment later, in
a lighter key, growing tired of watching the racing vapours in the upper
air, and bringing his eyes back to earth again. 'You have not told me
what milady said. Did she recommend my being put back into
long-clothes?'
'No.'
'I am not at all sure that I should not be more comfortable in a white
frock and a sash,' continues Freddy, laughing; 'I do feel so
ridiculously young sometimes. I do not think that either you or dear
Prue quite realise how young I am. You take me too seriously, Peggy. It
is rather terrible to be taken so seriously.'
He has risen while speaking, and drawn coaxingly nearer to her. She
looks at him with a sort of despair. It is quite true. He is terribly,
ridiculously young. As her glance takes in the beardless bloom of his
face, the Will-of-the-wispy laughter of his eyes, it comes home to her
with a poignant force never before fully realised how ludicrous it
is--ludicrous if it were not tragic, that commonest of earthly
alternatives--for an agonising human soul to trust its whole
life-treasure, without one thrifty or prudent reservation, into his
butterfly keeping. Probably her thought translates itself into her sad
eyes; for Freddy fidgets uneasily under them, slashes at a tree-bough
with his bamboo, shifts from foot to foot.
'You _are_ young,' she says sorrowfully, 'but you are twenty-one; at
twenty-one----'
'At twenty-one Pitt was Prime Minister, or nearly so; that is what you
were going to say, dear, was not it? Do not! I shall never be Prime
Minister. I am like port wine,' breaking into a smile like sunshine; 'I
should be better for a couple of voyages round the Cape!' and he is
gone.
Though Margaret has been unable to extract from Freddy the occasion of
Prue's tears, she has no great difficulty in learning it from the
sufferer herself.
'It was very stupid of me,' she says, though the fountain shows symptoms
of opening afresh at the bare recollection, 'and very cruel to him; he
always says that the sight of tears unmans him so completely, that he
cannot get over it for hours afterwards' (Peggy's lip curls). 'And of
course it was only out of kindness, for my own good that he said it; as
he told me,' blushing with pleasure at the recollection, 'when one is in
possession of a gem, one naturally wishes to have it cut and polished to
the highest pitch of brilliancy of which it is capable. Was not it a
beautiful simile?'
'Yes, yes; but that was not what made you cry, surely?'
'Oh no, of course not; what made me cry,' clouding over again, 'was that
he said--he spoke most kindly, no one could have spoken more
kindly--that he was afraid that I had no critical faculty.'
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