Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a RomanceHawthorne, Nathaniel
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Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a Romance
Hawthorne, Nathaniel
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“Pshaw!” said Redclyffe, feeling the ridicule of the emotion into which
he had been betrayed, as the old man’s wildness of demeanor made him
feel that he was talking with a monomaniac. “We are talking idly. I do
but go, in the common intercourse of society, to see the old English
residence which (such is the unhappy obscurity of my position) I fancy,
among a thousand others, may have been that of my ancestors. Nothing is
likely to come of it. My foot is not bloody, nor polluted with anything
except the mud of the damp English soil.”
“Yet go not in!” persisted the old man.
“Yes, I must go,” said Redclyffe, determinedly, “and I will.”
Ashamed to have been moved to such idle utterances by anything that the
old man could say Redclyffe turned away, though he still heard the sad,
half-uttered remonstrance of the old man, like a moan behind him, and
wondered what strange fancy had taken possession of him.
The effect which this opposition had upon him made him the more aware
how much his heart was set upon this visit to the Hall; how much he had
counted upon being domiciliated there; what a wrench it would be to him
to tear himself away without going into that mansion, and penetrating
all the mysteries wherewith his imagination, exercising itself upon the
theme since the days of the old Doctor’s fireside talk, had invested
it. In his agitation he wandered forth from the Hospital, and, passing
through the village street, found himself in the park of Braithwaite
Hall, where he wandered for a space, until his steps led him to a point
whence the venerable Hall appeared, with its limes and its oaks around
it; its look of peace, and aged repose, and loveliness; its stately
domesticity, so ancient, so beautiful; its mild, sweet simplicity; it
seemed the ideal of home. The thought thrilled his bosom, that this
was his home,--the home of the wild Western wanderer, who had gone away
centuries ago, and encountered strange chances, and almost forgotten his
origin, but still kept a clue to bring him back; and had now come back,
and found all the original emotions safe within him. It even seemed to
him, that, by his kindred with those who had gone before,--by the line
of sensitive blood linking him with that final emigrant,--he could
remember all these objects;--that tree, hardly more venerable now than
then; that clock-tower, still marking the elapsing time; that spire of
the old church, raising itself beyond. He spread out his arms in a kind
of rapture, and exclaimed:--
“O home, my home, my forefathers’ home! I have come back to thee! The
wanderer has come back!”
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