Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a RomanceHawthorne, Nathaniel
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Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a Romance
Hawthorne, Nathaniel
Fiction
“Well, child,” said Doctor Grimshawe, “little Ned will have his rights
at least, at my hands, if not other people’s rights likewise; and, if it
be right, I shall answer his question. Only, let him ask it at once; for
I want to be busy thinking about something else.”
“Then, Doctor Grim,” said little Ned, “tell me, in the first place,
where I came from, and how you came to have me?”
The Doctor looked at the little man, so seriously and earnestly putting
this demand, with a perplexed, and at first it might almost seem a
startled aspect.
“That is a question, indeed, my friend Ned!” ejaculated he, putting
forth a whiff of smoke and imbibing a nip from his tumbler before he
spoke; and perhaps framing his answer, as many thoughtful and secret
people do, in such a way as to let out his secret mood to the child,
because knowing he could not understand it: “Whence did you come? Whence
did any of us come? Out of the darkness and mystery; out of nothingness;
out of a kingdom of shadows; out of dust, clay, mud, I think, and to
return to it again. Out of a former state of being, whence we have
brought a good many shadowy revelations, purporting that it was no very
pleasant one. Out of a former life, of which the present one is the
hell!--And why are you come? Faith, Ned, he must be a wiser man than
Doctor Grim who can tell why you or any other mortal came hither; only
one thing I am well aware of,--it was not to be happy. To toil and moil
and hope and fear; and to love in a shadowy, doubtful sort of way, and
to hate in bitter earnest,--that is what you came for!”
“Ah, Doctor Grim! this is very naughty,” said little Elsie. “You are
making fun of little Ned, when he is in earnest.”
“Fun!” quoth Doctor Grim, bursting into a laugh peculiar to him, very
loud and obstreperous. “I am glad you find it so, my little woman. Well,
and so you bid me tell absolutely where he came from?”
Elsie nodded her bright little head.
“And you, friend Ned, insist upon knowing?”
“That I do, Doctor Grim!” answered Ned. His white, childish brow had
gathered into a frown, such was the earnestness of his determination;
and he stamped his foot on the floor, as if ready to follow up his
demand by an appeal to the little tin sword which hung by his side. The
Doctor looked at him with a kind of smile,--not a very pleasant one;
for it was an unamiable characteristic of his temper that a display of
spirit, even in a child, was apt to arouse his immense combativeness,
and make him aim a blow without much consideration how heavily it might
fall, or on how unequal an antagonist.
“If you insist upon an answer, Master Ned, you shall have it,” replied
he. “You were taken by me, boy, a foundling from an almshouse; and
if ever hereafter you desire to know your kindred, you must take your
chance of the first man you meet. He is as likely to be your father as
another!”
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