Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a RomanceHawthorne, Nathaniel
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Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a Romance
Hawthorne, Nathaniel
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establishes itself, and how it makes a corrosive acid of those genial
juices. Then he told the boy that the condition of all good was, in the
first place, truth; then, courage; then, justice; then, mercy; out of
which principles operating upon one another would come all brave, noble,
high, unselfish actions, and the scorn of all mean ones; and how that
from such a nature all hatred would fall away, and all good affections
would be ennobled.
I know not at what point it was, precisely, in these ethical
instructions that an insight seemed to strike the grim Doctor that
something more--vastly more--was needed than all he had said; and he
began, doubtfully, to speak of man’s spiritual nature and its demands,
and the emptiness of everything which a sense of these demands did not
pervade, and condense, and weighten into realities. And going on in this
strain, he soared out of himself and astonished the two children,
who stood gazing at him, wondering whether it were the Doctor who was
speaking thus; until some interrupting circumstance seemed to bring him
back to himself, and he burst into one of his great roars of laughter.
The inspiration, the strange light whereby he had been transfigured,
passed out of his face; and there was the uncouth, wild-bearded, rough,
earthy, passionate man, whom they called Doctor Grim, looking ashamed of
himself, and trying to turn the whole matter into a jest. [Endnote: 2.]
It was a sad pity that he should have been interrupted, and brought
into this mocking mood, just when he seemed to have broken away from
the sinfulness of his hot, evil nature, and to have soared into a region
where, with all his native characteristics transfigured, he seemed to
have become an angel in his own likeness. Crusty Hannah, who had been
drawn to the door of the study by the unusual tones of his voice,--a
kind of piercing sweetness in it,--always averred that she saw the
gigantic spider swooping round his head in great crafty circles, and
clutching, as it were, at his brain with its great claws. But it was the
old woman’s absurd idea that this hideous insect was the Devil, in that
ugly guise,--a superstition which deserves absolutely no countenance.
Nevertheless, though this paroxysm of devotional feeling and insight
returned no more to the grim Doctor, it was ever after a memorable
occasion to the two children. It touched that religious chord, in both
their hearts, which there was no mother to touch; but now it
vibrated long, and never ceased to vibrate so long as they remained
together,--nor, perhaps, after they were parted from each other and from
the grim Doctor. And even then, in those after years, the strange music
that had been awakened was continued, as it were the echo from harps on
high. Now, at all events, they made little prayers for themselves, and
said them at bedtime, generally in secret, sometimes in unison; and they
read in an old dusty Bible which lay among the grim Doctor’s books; and
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