Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a RomanceHawthorne, Nathaniel
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Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a Romance
Hawthorne, Nathaniel
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“Ned, Ned, my boy, I’m sorry for what I said,” cried he. “I am a
guzzling old blockhead, and don’t know how to treat a gentleman when he
honors me with his company. It is not in my blood nor breeding to
have such knowledge. Ned, you will make a man, and I lied if I said
otherwise. Come, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”
The boy was easily touched, at these years, as a boy ought to be;
and though he had not yet forgiven the grim Doctor, the tears, to his
especial shame, gushed out of his eyes in a torrent, and his whole frame
shook with sobs. The Doctor caught him in his arms, and hugged him to
his old tobacco-fragrant dressing-gown, hugged him like a bear, as he
was; so that poor Ned hardly knew whether he was embracing him with his
love, or squeezing him to death in his wrath.
“Ned,” said he, “I’m not going to live a great while longer; I seem an
eternal nuisance to you, I know; but it’s not so, I’m mortal and I feel
myself breaking up. Let us be friends while I live; for believe me, Ned,
I’ve done as well by you as I knew, and care for nothing, love nothing,
so much as you. Little Elsie here, yes. I love her too. But that’s
different. You are a boy, and will be a man; and a man whom I destine to
do for me what it has been the object of my life to achieve. Let us
be friends. We will--we must be friends; and when old Doctor Grim,
worthless wretch that he is, sleeps in his grave, you shall not have the
pang of having parted from him in unkindness. Forgive me, Ned; and not
only that, but love me better than ever; for though I am a hasty old
wretch, I am not altogether evil as regards you.”
I know not whether the Doctor would have said all this, if the day had
not been pretty well advanced, and if his potations had not been many;
but, at any rate, he spoke no more than he felt, and his emotions
thrilled through the sensitive system of the boy, and quite melted him
down. He forgave Doctor Grim, and, as he asked, loved him better than
ever; and so did Elsie. Then it was so sweet, so good, to have had this
one outgush of affection,--he, poor child, who had no memory of mother’s
kisses, or of being cared for out of tenderness, and whose heart had
been hungry, all his life, for some such thing; and probably Doctor
Grim, in his way, had the same kind of enjoyment of this passionate
crisis; so that though, the next day, they all three looked at one
another a little ashamed, yet it had some remote analogy to that
delicious embarrassment of two lovers, at their first meeting after they
know all.
CHAPTER X.
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